>tfw the only thing that makes you happy is sit on your computer, listen to music and browser /mu/
>tfw mu/ are your only friends
>tfw you can't even feel anymore and everything is empty
I wish I could hug you guys.
>remember when Dopethrone was spammed everyday along with ITAOTS and Loveless?
>remember when we had lots of sludge threads with gore all over the place?
>remember when emoisntdeadiguess was still here and we used to have great emo threads?
>remember when we shared tons of albums via mediafire?
>remember when we had more feels threads than music discussions?
>tfw been isolated so long when i do go to talk to people my voice sounds dried out because i haven't spoken in so long
>tfw literally forgetting how to talk to / hold conversation with people
Music + browsing the internet is literally the only thing i do with my spare time now. And i forgot the last time i really had fun on /mu/. I used to watch anime for escapism but it doesn't even work anymore, because i can't focus due to irl problems.
literally me, my gf is annoying as fucking shit and stupid
i recently bought a brand new laptop that i love, so 4chan and music is basically all i give a shit about when i am not working
and drinking (which i am doing now)
Bruh, get yourself out of that, right now. I went down that path for a good 3 years and its the single worst thing to ever happen to me. Seriously, I wish someone would have told me how god-awful that life is before I had to go through it. Get yourself enrolled in a community college or get a job, anything that forces you to be around people. It'll only go downhill from here unless you get out of your comfort zone anon.
feel thread? feel thread
>tfw want to talk to women but can never bring myself to actually do it
>tfw not sure if I have social anxiety or I'm just a pussy
A-at least I have good taste in music though, r-right?
>tfw every girl I meet uses being gay as an integral part of her personality
>tfw they all listen to tepid music made by lesbians just to support them
>tfw "are you sure you're a lesbian? how can you not like tegan & sara?"
>tfw you are ugly as shit
>you dont have any real personality, can only play different roles
>even if you would try to make friends, nobody would like you
Why should I even keep living, /mu/?
>tfw no gf
>tfw 2 days into heroin withdrawal. again.
>tfw probably going to relapse tomorrow
>tfw i cant get into the suboxone clinic and ive been trying to stay clean for 3 years
>tfw might just kill myself
nah not really
Funny thing is i actually considered how people would react if i included the word "literally" in my post
I'm a university student, but that's the thing with technology these days. I watch the recorded versions of 70% of my lectures, and you can hand in assignments through the internet.
I just have a really hard time talking to / opening up to people. All the friends have made in the past have pretty much given up on me
i already sold everything i have. including my computer. my phone is going to get shut off tomorrow. all of my music equipment is gone aside from my acoustic guitar.
shit fucking sucks mang but i did it to myself :/
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>>tfw the only thing that makes you happy is sit on your computer, and browser /mu/
>>tfw mu/ are no longer your friends
>>tfw you can't even feel anymore and everything is empty
Seriously, I'm droping uni, lost interest in music, movies, and like any art, and probably I'll finally serve my obligatory military service ¿, that I've been avoiding for two years. After that, I don't have any plans.
>if you want friends you need to go out and make them. the best way to overcome a fear is to just do it, seriously. there is no better alternative than that so just give it a try
I've been telling myself I'm gonna talk to people in my Uni's common area every day for the past two weeks, and guess how many people I've talked to? I don't understand why this is so hard...
>tfw was waiting for my new friend yesterday and she hugged me from behind
Ive never felt something that good. Does that mean she likes me?
She definetly doesn't dislike you, and thats a lot. Maybe she still sees you as a friend, but a close one. Just do this >>55461539 kind of shit too. Scalate, acting more confident everyday. Don't fuck it up asking her about Death Grips.
>Well just keep trying man
wish I could say there has been any "trying." really appreciate the encouragement though
I have joined a few clubs and plan on joining more. the clubs I joined aren't very conducive to meeting women though, which is really the main interest.
>meeting women though, which is really the main interest.
Oh, well thats a different level. Get some friends first, if you enjoy their company, consider yourself luckier than many of us.
No. Friend did that to me, she hasnt seen me in years, with her going around
>She sees one of my half friends, she also hasn't seen in years
>Guy is a stoner, ladies man
>Always kissing ass and mooching
>She runs up and hugs him
>He glances and me
>Coulda sworn that he smiled at me, not because he missed her
>Feel a chemical reaction in my body, pumped throughout my entire body, shooting through every single vein
>Dont know this feel
Judging from our friendship, I'm going to forecast that she is just comfortable with you, but wont actually date you.
She may let you feel her boobs if you ask.