>OP meets girl
>Becomes best friends with her
>Falls hard in love for her
>Girl goes away to college
>She gets a girlfriend and is busy all the time
What's an album for this feel, /mu/?
Pic related, listen to Pink Triangle on repeat
End the oneitis. College is the perfect place to do so. Lotsa cuties. Easy to get pussy. Good stuff. But to be fair a oneitis thing has now struck me again now that I am almost done with college. Pic, in particular the final track is my jam because I...haven't been a good person to the person I so dearly love. The sins of the past always seem to catch up to you it seems.
I have never been loved by someone. I used to think college was going to be better but nothing. I just don't mind it now, the pain goes away when you don't think too much about it.
When I was depressed (by a oneitis a few months ago), I listened to Nick Drake - Pink Moon on repeat. Especially Know and Which Will are devastating. When I first heard Know, I ended up in tears.
>I have never been loved by someone
Bull to the fucking shit. I am the guy right above you. I have ALWAYS thought that my entire life, and when college came along because of that all I went for were ONSs instead of real relationships. I fucked everything up since middle school cuz I could never believe that in whatever situation this girl who's attractive, intelligent, and morally good can actually like me. So I pushed them every time they tried getting close to me. Every. Time. God I fucking hate myself I really shouldn't talk about this stuff when I have depression.
Not angry. I just really don't want people to become the miserable wreck I have become and like me end up developing a combo of major depressive/anxiety disorder and a batshit insane case of alcoholism cuz I swear I wouldn't wish this type of shit on my worst enemy.
Yeah, I felt like you last August-September. I'm not depressed now, I only admit things as they are. I can't do anything about it, so I won't waste days of my youth crying over something that's not worth the time. To be honest not really caring about it has been the solution for me.
Nice. For me there's a lot more to it though. Honestly this oneitis is the least of my problems. Though I do need to get to that point where I can admit I can't do anything about it. The stupid past just loves to play games with me...no I let it play games with me. But I can't let it go I have hurt people. In the context of this topic, I can't get myself a real relationship because I hurt all the good ones cuz I don't know how to treat those I really care about.