What is your purpose in life, anon?
Mine is to someday repay society for the cost of my upbringing and further upkeep during the NEET years.
I just try not to think about these things, when I do I end up sitting in my room for days on end until I have to emerge. All I want to do is workout, eat junkfood, go to work, and swoon at women I admire. If the bills are paid I'm happy.
i will become the worlds greatest surgeon
>tfw going to die a kissless handholdless virgin
How do I accept this?
I feel like if I could just accept it, I'd happy.
you can't. you're supposed to change it. maybe after a lot of shitty heartbreak you can feel like you don't need anyone anymore but that feel isn't so nice, you'll feel accomplished though.
>tfw training to fighting
Truly the most robot of sports
>tfw living in the balkans, 26 year old ugly manlet, terrible genetics, depressed and anxious as hell every day, barely managed to quit amphetamines before they killed me couple of years ago
>fucked up education, barely finished high school in a private one, i basically didn't learn anything past 9 grade but still somehow manage to be smarter than a lot of people, awareness and street smarts though, worthless professionally
>living entirely on the goodwill of the boyfriend of my sister, he can throw me out anytime and i can't imagine living with my crazy poor and abusive parents again
>soon finishing retarded bachelors degree in th e politics field which didn't give me any marketable skills at all and just wasted a lot of time and money
>my sister is having a baby and i have to move out when i finish my degree, probably will have to wagecuck in the worst jobs possible just to survive completely alone because no one likes my horrible personality, molded by years of abuse by everyone
How the fuck am i supposed to live? I don't want to kill myself but everything is so terrible, it's hard to even get out of bed. What can i do?
>have one chance at life
>born in the balkans
lol I live in the US and life is pretty great
My Mom just sent me this.
>tfw 95 lbs
>tfw everyone in HS hated me because I was "that weird kid"
>my Mom thinks I hate everyone for no reason
How long have you gone without sleeping?
>spent teenage years depressed
>same five years were on 4chan
>turn 18 today
>seeing Star Wars alone so mum doesn't think I'm a loser at home
>not even a post for me on normalfagbook
I remember when I turned 18 and shitposted about it on 4chan
That was three years ago now and the only thing that's changed is a rising feeling of getting in too deep to ever escape into normiedom.
who /going to suicide/ eventually?
How did you find your current apartment and how did you move there? My place is a disaster. Expensive, cold, bad plumbing, you name it. There are lots of good places in my city but I don't know how to get there.
>no money to pay overlapping rents
>landlord is an asshole so getting my deposit back might take time
>no money to hire a van
>nobody to help me carry stuff
I'm fucking stuck.
I am 19 years old. I've lived here for 2 weeks before I turned 19. I pay 550 dollars a month for all utilities included studio apartment on the 3rd floor. It is in the ghetto kind of. Minorities give me dirty looks when I walk in public. A tweaker attacked me on Christmas day outside my apartment complex. Our gates of our apartment buildings are locked at night and you need a key to get in. I don't have a car. But I am joining the air force. Because that tweaker attacked me I'm going to pay a bit more for an apartment just to live in a safe comfortable place. I already notified them I am going to move out. I'm going to try to get a uhaul without a credit card as I have 3000 dollars saved up.
This is why people without friends are fucked. You legitimately have much fewer options. Can't be roommates with a friend, can't crash at a friends house if you need to, can't do many things that require two people, assorted tasks are more difficult.
Does anyone in your family know someone who owns a pick up? If so, maybe you could get them to haul some stuff for a twelve pack or something. Or maybe that's just how things work out in redneck land.
Nah there isn't anybody. My dad has a bad back so I can't ask him to help either. I could crash at his place but there'd be no room for the furniture. So I'd need to get the dates perfect and the deposit back without any arguments.
I suppose I'll start selling stuff and giving some away, finding sturdy boxes etc. Might actually be cheaper to order stuff from Ikea than move all this junk.
>Throw up blood again
Why are mornings so shit ?
I'm petty sure it's just an ulcer that I thought I fixed I guess not, it's still shit tho
>Finally get prostate orgasm other night
>tfw you don't even want to jerk your dick anymore
So I finally lost my virginity guys. I'm 27 not in great shape or particularly good looking either. And I have to say it wasn't what I was expecting, not as wonderful as I think many of us built it up to be. However it is a relief that I finally got it over with.
Shes a bit younger but kind of chubby and a 5/10 at best. Totally slutty though and she likes me. Provided she didn't give me an std I'll be happy with wherever this leads.
Feel free to ask me anything. If I can do it there is hope for literally everyone on this board.
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>How did you meet her?
>After meeting her, how did it escalate to you having sex?
>What was the sex like?
>How did it actually happen? Like, how did you go from meeting up that day to taking off your clothes and fucking?
>Was the fact that she's unattractive troublesome during? Did you fantasise about other grills?
Anyone else gonna call in sick today for work?
Not on my watch, slave. You better have 5 doctors notes with the same diagnosis. In addition, I want you to sign a release of information so I can get all your medical records. Otherwise, you are fired.
IVE NEVER EVEN HUGGED A GIRL.
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO HOLD ME DEAR GOD IM SO LONELY.
WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER WHY DOESNT ANYONE FIND ME A GOOD ENOUGH PERSON TO EVEN INVEST THE TINIEST BIT OF TIME INTO.
I JUST WANT TO EXPEREINCE WHAT EVERYONE ELSE TAKES FOR GRANTED.
MY PARENTS ARE DEAD I HAVE NO SIBLINGS AND BARELY A SINGLE FRIEND.
IS LIFE EVEN WORTH IT ANYMORE, WHY THE FUCK SHOULDNT I JUST KILL MYSELF?
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
I'm just gonna get high and play Baldurs Gate
>tfw I got hugged because there's always that one bitch that needs to hug everyone
>tfw alcohol withdrawals
Me after a good night at work
I'm right there with you. Its only a matter of time before something snaps inside and I can't keep doing this but its life at this point