So, what's yours?
any other fatbots here?
>got out of the army 6 months ago
>was in fantastic shape, 160 pounds
>the lack of direction caused me to NEET and balloon to 200 pounds and lose all my muscle
I don't even give a fuck anymore. Death may embrace me.
What do your bad dreams consist of most often? I've been having more and more dreams where I'm bald.
A lot of not being able to help the people who are decent to me. A lot of violence against them and not having any power to stop it. They often end with the perpetrator(s) dying and me killing myself.
Almost all of my nightmares are me dying. I've had dreams where i've been shot, in a car accident, stabbed and all that.
My other bad dreams are dreams where im driving a car and then the breaks don't work and i cant stop and its fucking terrifying. I have this dream at least once or twice a month
>Hey anon-kun do you like my cosplay?
Your preferred suicide method
You're talking to your oneitis and this guy asks for her number.
She gives him her number and before he walks away, he says:
>"I'll hit you up later. Next time, leave your little bro at home."
What do you actually do?
if you guys hate the normalscum ruining r9k so much, why not switch to wizardchan? why stay here and feed the trolls?
you;re part of the problem.
>Get maybe a single update a day if you're lucky
I've got a better idea. How 'bout you fuck over to /b/ and /s4s/ where you can meme it up all you want while still looking like a cool ass edgy memester to all your friends.
>have something i'd like to discuss
>tfw i realize i have no friends to discuss it with
I would like that, maybe there's a chance we could have that but unfortunately my feel includes the fact that any time i try to have contact with someone from the internet it dies after at most a few weeks, usually after a day or two.
I would enjoy talking to you though, maybe it wouldn't end after a short time and even if it did we'd enjoy the short time we chatted.
Thought I'd throw this in from another thread. Have you got any weird kinds of shit you do when it comes to food? Or any eating disorder?
I swear I have a selective eating disorder. My eating is fucked. I never eat in front of people because of it. I go out for lunch at work rather than sit with everyone just so they don't see me eat.
I count my calories and abhor eating because I feel like an extra sandwich will add five pounds overnight. Other other hand, I love food and think about it all the time. It has me fucked in the head. Realistically I have an average figure but in my brain/when i look in the mirror, I see a fat fucking pig. I wanna rip off my body fat.
Sadness makes me sad
Kiss me hard before you go
God knows I've tried
When will the redditfags, racebait, and gayfags leave /r9k/? What will /r9k/ be like then? Will we ever go back to the good old times before all this faggotry?
Who /nofriends/ here?
>expend my weekend alone
>nobody to talk with
/normie/- Normie General
A general thread to collect all of the chadtalk into one place. Talk about your weekend plans and post pictures of your accomplishments. Posting group photos is encouraged.
Suggestions to this general OP post are appreciated!
>when blackpeopletwitter is actually relevant to your life.
Cheated on her last year and could barely look at myself in the mirror ;_;
have you ever experienced happiness?
Maybe. But reading on 'mindfulness' 'meditation' didn't let me experience it as fully as I could, because my brain is forever caught in self-referential loops, and only perceives 5% of every single experience, the rest being consumed by the endless 'you just noticed that you are thinking', 'you just noticed that you are feeling', 'you just noticed that you are moving', 'you just noticed you are experiencing'.
In fact, from time to time, I manage to remember how life used to be before 'mindfulness meditation' turned me into a thoughtless shell, when I used to notice, when my mind used to wander, when I used to imagine.