When were you bullied?
same experience here
I didn't particularly mind being ignored though
I was bullied the most in elementary school.
3rd - 6th grade, the way I looked was talked about a majority of the time, but I was too young for it to bother me that much.
7th - 8th grade were okay, but I got diagnosed with depression during this time. I was bullied often and it impacted me the most in junior high. I hid in the bathroom sometimes just to skip classes and lunch.
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>It's my deadbeat alcoholic Dad's 50th birthday today
>Nobody ever acknowledges his Birthdays so I get excited and decide to do something nice now that I have wagecuck money
>Text him telling him I want to take him to dinner for his Birthday, he agrees
>A week ago I custom ordered a cake, his favorite flavor for $50+$15 for special candles and sparklers
>Beginning of month order him a bunch of band T-shirts/sweaters...
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Meh, people don't really change.
Expecting some grand movie revelation or catharsis is a trap. People do what they've done.
Your best bet is to find a new person who will interact and reciprocate in the way you like.
I DON'T EVEN WANT HIM TO RECIPROCATE OR ACT LIKE A MOVIE DAD OR DO ANYTHING I JUST WANT HIM TO SIT AT A FUCKING DINNER TABLE ACROSS FROM ME AND ACCEPT MY LOVE I DON'T WANT ANYTHING I DON'T EVEN WANT A THANK YOU I JUST WANT HIM TO FEEL HAPPY THAT SOMEBODY GIVES A SHIT ON HIS MILESTONE PIECE OF SHIT FUCKING BIRTHDAY
My dad was a pretty shitty person to live with. He'd date, bring home, and openly bang strippers not giving a single fuck what the rest of the family thought of him. He was ether drunk and an asshole to be around or drunk and fooling around with one of his stripper girlfriends.
>"What was your name again?"
>"I think you said Anon, right?"
>"oh my boyfriends name is Non, that's close to your name"
>"Hey anon what are you up to?"
>"Just playing (game), what about you?"
>"Oh, my boyfriend loves (game)!"
Everybody fucking remembers my name
even if I met some cunt on a night out once and randomly run into them months later, it's all "oh hey Anon!" and I'm left wondering "who the fuck are you"
my name is too memorable for my own good
I was just prescribed 0.25mg Xanax but I'm hesitant to use it. I heard you can blackout and become violent and forget it ever happened. What the fuck? I thought this shit was supposed to make you calm?
For a first timer, how many pills should I take to get a comfortable relaxed "high"? 2 or 3? Mind you i'm also taking an antipsychotic and an antidepressant.
Any advice from fellow robots would be great
take two if it's your first time. you only black out if you take too much
don't be a dumbass and take it every day. it's the best feeling you'll ever feel and withdrawals are hell
I know faggot normies are lurking here and laughing. But I don't care. I just want the ones who've had sex before to explain a few things about the first time you inserted your penis into a vagina. What did it feel like? Can at least compare the experience to something else in real life?
Honestly, there isn't really anything comparable to a pussy. You'll realize it's overrated after the thrill goes away. Initially, it's new and pretty damn awesome but the best part is knowing you're satisfying (if you're fucking her right).
It kind of feels like fucking your hand in lotion but a tad bit looser. I don't know how to describe it when I really think about it.
any other robots drinking wine?
I'm drinking this stuff, it's pretty nice. Zinfandel is my favorite grape these days
>oneitis holding large black mans hand
kill me desu
Are a good portion of robots actually decent looking or do only the decent looking robots post their faces out of some sense of narcissism in knowing they stand out?
I'm actually good looking but I'm fucking disheveled as fuck. In bad lightning I very much resemble a blonde Rasputin.
I'm not a robot though, girls hit on me. I don't know /why/ they hit on me but they do.
Usually when I fap I get toilet paper first, but when I'm too lazy to go to bathroom, I just come on my hand and eat it. Anyone else?
What is it called when you're an antisocial alpha?
So anon, tell me about yourself & your friends
Why the fuck does my body only make me attracted to other men? I can't fit into society at all like this.
I'm happy, robots.
YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO BE HAPPY. IF YOU COME ON THIS BOARD U MUST BE SAD AND MISERABLE AND WANT TO KILL YOURSELF EVERY MINUTE FUCKING NORMAL FAG GET OUT REEEEEEEEEEEE /s
is there anything you're looking forward to senpai?
i never had a friend since i was a kid and i dont get the concept now. after 20 years old what are you supposed to do with friends, besides exploiting each other?
Yeah, seriously. Its not that I can't make friends, but I literally have no idea what I'd actually do with other people, and how it is that normies always seem to be with others on their own accord when they leave their house to go somewhere.
I do recognize thought that my alone-ness is by design, since I have nothing to do or talk about with people. I'm NEET, never had sex or gf, and have no real hobbies or interests. Whereas when normies socialize they often talk about their jobs and love lives, and do things like going to bars and nightclubs, watching or attending sporting events, concerts, movies, eating out or having dinner at one of their homes then sitting and talking for hours, and other things that I either have no interest in and would make me more uncomfortable than sitting at home shitposting, or cost money which my mommy won't pay for. Though she likely would pay for some expenses if I tell her I have an opportunity so socialize with people. Around 2005-2011 I hung out with friends occasionally, and I can remember feeling bored and uncomfortable, and secretly hoping we would meet girls when we went out places, rather than to enjoy the company of the other person or 2 I was with. Even met up with 4channers IRL, but never lasted more than 1-3 hangouts because I couldn't think of anything to do after that and eventually lost contact.
> besides exploiting each other
There's also this aspect of friendship which I've never been comfortable with, and could be the actual reason I don't have friends. Is friendship just a game of exchanging favors and stuff? Because I dread the feeling of imposing on others asking for help, and similarly don't want other people dumping their problems on me either. Strong friendships are born of necessity on tough time that require interdependence, but we like in the first world cell phone and internet age where people can go about life ignoring everyone around them and sticking to their own exclusive in group of friends.
So in a nutshell, if I'm not willing to help a friend move, watch their kids or pets, leave my phone on all night, and go bail a friend out of jail if he calls me for help, and that sort of thing, (and if I was int he same situation would feel better hiring someone to help instead of imposing on my friends) do I even deserve friends at all?
>tfw mommy blocked all the porn
Post youtube porn before she gets back from shopping