What build are you /r9k/?
How do you make every moment of your life *not* about her? For me, it's impossible. I've lived my whole life for her for the last ten years. There's just her, or nothing.
Try to be original, instead of >muh no gf
>tfw your mom will never be proud of you
>tfw jannies keep deleting my steam friend threads
Indians, Pakistanis, Bangladeshis, Sri Lankans, Nepalis
>spent entire life as an introvert
>just a few friends to talk to in class, nothing beyond that
>do summer internship with indian girl
>talk everyday, fell in love
>never made feelings known
>got engaged to some indian guy like 20 seconds after graduating uni
My understanding for Indian women is that they're either complete whores with an inferiority complex relative to attractive blonde women, or they're bound by family obligations to marry off to whatever high caste dude their family arranges - though they'll still fuck around on the side discretely.
I was fucking a Bengali girl for several years. She was born in Bangladesh and was closer to the latter description of >>25731803 so she wasn't a slut. She had resigned herself to having an arranged marriage some day. She still wanted some kind of relationship so we had a sort of fwb type thing but were exclusive. We weren't really dating since we didn't go out in public together besides in a larger group and she wanted to keep us a secret. I ended up...
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>tfw you fantasize about being able to hold a conversation
I don't think normies understand how autistic some of us are. I can talk but I don't move my face. I have manually control my body language which is instantly recognizable as fake. I will never be accepted.
>mfw I get BTFO in 8/10 internet arguments
I don't know why I don't stop.
I learned more about how to argue from 4chan than any other website.
Also: you can be wrong as much as you want on here. That's why I post my retarded opinions on here daily because I want to talk about them but if I do in real life I'll look retarded.
Think of it that way anon.
>take anti depressants for 2 years
>suicidal tendencies stop
>Life is still a fucking mess
>Just feel completely dead and empty all the time
Is this normal ?
HOW THE FUCK DO I GET A FUCKING JOB
look on local criagslist and walk around your neighborhood. only walking distance wagekekking is worth it. atleast that way you ahve a lot of free time and you arent fooling yourself with long time financial security.
Lvl 34 wizard here.
>16-19 has 3 votes
>underage b& are on this board right now
HOW DO YOU FUCK YOUR LIFE UP THAT EARLY
At 2:26 Elliot was going to say 'bimbo' but changed his mind to 'slut' at the very very last moment, why was this?
If your mother was over 30 when you were born, it isn't your fault.
You were born in a rotten egg, and never had a chance from the start. Girls can tell this too, its one of their senses. There's no way you could've competed with men born in teenage/20s eggs.
Take comfort in knowing that "self improvement" can't go back in time and fix your mothers age. No woman will ever love you, so don't try and get false hope.
>bump into someone
>Bump into someone
>Say "Watch where you're going, dumbass" as they apologize
>still believing that good women exists
This is the future you chose.
Why don't you move to Kyrgyzstan and kidnap a qt?
It's barely frowned upon
You sound like an Alien who's trying to understand the concept of marriage.
Generally they're people who've known each other for awhile AND SHE HAS TO BE INTO YOU.
It's even harder than normal dating
i have no social contacts, no one to talk to and my online friends all turned away from me. only have 4chan left.