I thought everyone was done bullying me.
I thought people matured.
I thought moving away, starting college in a different state, would change it.
Yeah, I know, if I don't change I can't expect different results, but everyone seemed so nice.
Apparently people have been "Anon Hunting", where they find me and Snapchat me to everyone else. They're posting shit about me on apps I don't frequent. I recently got paraded around under the guise of friendly humour.
They're treating me like a goddamned punchline again.
I know it can be much worse (and has been). I guess I just feel dejected.
It's probably my fault anyway.
I did corpsepaint in the privacy of my room and my roommates brought me over to the guy's side to freak them out.
Not diagnosably so. What makes you think I'm insane? (Not being rude, genuinely wondering).
I'm impulsive (symptom of PTSD and BPD, though mostly BPD), so if someone suggests something, I'll likely do it. Also, I'm fembot with a lot of masculine personality traits. As I mentioned up there, in the case of being paraded I was wearing corpsepaint. I also went to Sweden shortly before school started, so I wore a Swedish flag like a cape for a couple of weeks.
Like I said, probably deserve this.
I don't think I'm schizoaffective. I know the feeling of "pretend to set you up with someone", though not as badly as "pretend to be friends".
Nah, not Emi. You can call me Metz.
How the fuck can your head be so insensitive that you can draw on it with a marker?
Do cut fags even feel anything before the build up to orgasm?
I was the target of a lot of jokes. Once you show them it doesn't bother you anymore it can Segway you into social situations because you'll become more well known. The negative is that you'll be known because if a joke at your expense