im sorry for ever existing, im sorry for taking up peoples time fully knowing that i am a worthless existence, i am sorry guys. i am sorry, if i could have the choice to have never existed, itd be done in a heart beat. im sorry, i will go where i will no longer be a burdon upon anyone else
sweet dreams robots
its not your fault though. humans are a product of their genetics, environment, upbringing..etc, if you doubt this just look around where people start and where they end up, do you really think people choose where they end up? so absolve yourself of responsibility.
What kind of shit apology is this?
i know every single one of those feels. i wish i could return everything everyone has ever given me back, every word, every bit of energy, cleap up air i breathed, pay expenses that my family paid instead, give people hope. And i know i will never be able to do any of those things, i wll just keep making it worse every day i waste here.
I just wanted to make everyone happy, instead i brought people down to my level to suffer
You are an eternal being of light surrounded by an infinity of darkness. The light you shed can never be useless to the universe. The plants and animals react to you like a fellow being, and the darkness of the void is held back by common understanding. People create voids in their minds, and label things as useless, because they are striving to understand a river by damming its flow. They drown under the weight and have to learn to ignore it, becoming sub ocean flickering candles of their eternal star born light. I suggest you study the active imagination technique by carl jung, and read his other works.
>where i started