>been going to school full-time while working full-time
>have a day off on a short school day
I CAN FEEL MYSELF AGAIN
Keeping busy is how I self-medicate. If I were a NEET (not like anyone would support me anyway), I'd probably end up buried in a hole filled with awful thoughts and end up dying because I dug too far down.
YEAH, I'D LIKE TO BE YOU TOO, BUT I CAN'T.