>meet a 8.5/10 girl 2 weeks ago
>shes great and fun to talk to
>really into her and she seems really into me
>always hanging out with me and doing things with me
>truly happy for the first time in a long while
>adore this girl so much
>planning on making a move
>Have friend that shared his secrets with me (thinks hes special)
>some idiots talk shit about girl
>shes kind of a bitch to them and i just like her more because of it
>defend her and she defends me
>butthurt idiots make shit up about the girl
>guy i mentioned before eats it all up
>gets hostile to girl
>dont wanna interfere i just tell her to call him babyface
>he just goes like "wow very mature"
>girl explains him that all the bullshit idiots made up isnt true
>he apologizes to me and her
>starts talking about his total 3 sad things that happened to him
>she later tells me she spoke to him till 3 am
>how she feels so sorry for him and wants to hug him
>think she just pities him
>next day she says how he told her that hes been thinking about her all day
>she says how shes been waiting for him to pm her
>how shes so happy when he talks to her
>the sudden wave of disappointmet, embaressement, surprise and anger that hit all at once are really a unique feeling
>dont wanna be a jealous whiny fag and tell her to stop talking to him
>just try to talk to her
>message her and she just responds with one word answers or doesnt respond at all
>sent her a message an hour ago
>she sees it and just ignores it
>the urge i felt to destroy everything around was something i felt maybe once in my life before this
>mind blank, just anger
>quickly put on boxing gloves before i break something
>start punching the wall full force
>punch for 10 min non stop
>lay down on bed and start taking deep breaths
>eyes tearing up from anger
>do this for 30 min calm down enough to stand up
>come here and type this
Calm me down before i do something ill regret i beg you
Okay, whatever, just meditate and shit, realize she wasn't that important anyways and move the fuck on.
>Boohoo so happy, first time in forever
Chances of her being the only girl that can do that is so fucking slim, it's hilarious you rage about it.
She's actually busy.
The school is right around the corner anon
Convince her to hang out with you and soon. When you're hanging out with her and you get back into the groove of talking look her in the eye and tell her youre going to kiss her when you're done talking. Finish talking. Kiss her. You have to be alpha at this point or you're finished.
Turn those feelings into motivation.
Join the military and be the next American Sniper