Word, before my mom had a stroke I was literally normal. I was fat and short as shit but one of the most popular kids in my middle school and had girlfriends/girls had crushes on me despite the fact looking back on photos I looked turrible
Now I spend all my time in my head overthinking things and be getting so sad I can't talk to nobody.
How does someone become happy?
>mom had a stroke
good life fam
ay yo who ya boy? big ass buck ass nigga ass Chubb my nigga tho.
Cedartown ass looking ass niggas we was you feel me? My boy doing big things. Fuck that leg though my nigga he gon come back you feel me?
From birth to about 5, my dad developed a cocaine addiction and it wrecked my family. Haven't been happy since. Spent 7 years living with my grandparents. Had to sleep on a shitty couch and hear my uncle yelling about his gambling addiction. Because of this I starting eating from depression. Went from skinny to massively overweight and didn't lose it till high school. I managed to bury my depression with video games but it merely prolonged the inevitable realization. I'm a miserable person and always will be. Not because I don't strive for success or workout. But because I'm still bitter about my shit childhood.
I've been trying to think of this for a while. The last time I remember I was truly happy was when I was about 10 and pokemon was at it's prime.
I bought Omega ruby the other day to try and find that happiness again. It's a good game but I think what I liked the most was playing it with my friends. Don't have any anymore though.