>Born with a burnout dad and with him not present in my life.
>Raised by mom only
>Turn into a giant pussy because of no father figure and let people walk all over me, etc..
>workout and maintain fitness
>chicks show interest but im too much of a pussy to do anything.
>friends saying that their chick friends want to go out with me but I always fuck it up.
>Can only talk about logical things, shit relevant to the world, and other important issues.
>Chicks more interested in fuckboys with room temperature IQ rather than relevant societal issues
>Sit home alone on friday nights reading dystopian novels by Orwell and Huxley.
>Only person in friend group who has a car, any ambition to succeed, and wants to be rich
>Feel alone entirely as friends just use me, chicks like fuckboys better, and non-existant relationship with my mom.
>Done with chicks entirely
>Done with crappy fake friends
>Done with everything and ready to snap very shortly.
Well anon I'm pretty much the opposite of you, luckily I've lost a couple of pounds and getting in shape and not much of a neck beard we will go through this until the thread dies
If you do not snap.
Have a try at Eroges.
Worked for me.
Find the grill of your dreams. (Any girl you you know will last and is pretty handy and useful like can do things instead of dig the gold from you and be useless)
She's now yours, take her out on a date and make moves like hold her hand and hug her.
Go through this slowly, dont rush and take your time. Just don't take too long.
Hey man, do you actually read regularly, or did you just go through 1984 and Brave New World and call it an evening?
Not trying to call you out- but how much dystopian fiction could G.O. and A.H. write, anyway?
Just read all of Frank Herbert's Dune. It'll keep you in text for a bit.
I know how you feel OP
Same boat except I tried Manning up and now everyone hates me including my mother
We'll always have porn, entertainment, our creativity and we'll live a relatively guilt free life, Chad and fuck boys will have to carry the guilt that they screwed over a lot of women and those women will have to live with the knowledge they denied so called betas and nice guys in exchange for assholes.
In the long run we have ourselves and we can take it easy, freedom from interpersonal relationships is to some degree a Godsend
Just watch a day laugh and enjoy your life, offer input but take care of yourself. Be happy in hobbies and stuff and don't let them ruin your life