Eng. major, d1 athlete, part time mechanic, moderate pussy.I fucking hate this life.im smart, but not 3.5 gpa smart. I'm more like 4chan smart, smart enough to be pessimistic(which really isn't all that smart).The more I continue to live, the more I want to an hero. It's hard to fake the Chad life, the thing is very superficial. Though I feel like if I gave up and became a N33T I would definitely off myself. I'm at a crossroad, hate Chad life, still want to live. Gimme ideas to not hate life while still not hating myself.
reflect on how posting on 4chan allows you the opportunity to channel a side of yourself that you usually hide, and then attempt to integrate that hidden self into your everyday self. if you can do this while still remaining Chad, you will be much happier
Thanks man, I do it subtlety as I can, but I'm sure I'm geared towards being a cynic. Grew up poor w just me and my mom. Just slumped through typical social outcast things till sports in high school. Not that I'm an athlete naturally, it's just it was a good opportunity to channel my frustration of being such a weirdo. Most chads and Stacey's I know live in blissful ignorance, but it always feels like a facade when I hangout w them. But at least engineers I know are robots in disguise.
Dont be a lowly chadborg... join the transhumanists! (We have coookiiiieeeezzzz) Anyways, autism aside, start training some kind of martial arts and go through psychology courses. I know what you are talking about - you dont want to chad but if you stop being chad but you cant stop chad... idk how to explain it, I am bad with words. Anyways try toying with people - its really fun!
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