>tfw i absolutely don't give a fuck
I don't have a job and rarely have to do with girls. the idea of a nice future is lost long ago.
all my days consist of is getting weed, smoking weed, 4chan, games, waiting until mom comes home
I was you.
than I met a nice girl.
now I live with nice girl and still have no job no life just weed n Chan n disgusting ugly pussy but it's still pussy and she cooks and cleans and is nice and I love her and I'm sorry Laura if you read this.
That's just the weed talking you pathetic druggy.
>billy hits age 40
>billy is completely institutionalised in his parents home at this stage
>his father long gone and now his mother is on her death bed
>'billy I am sorry but I have to pay off my debt using the house. I am so sorry for my years of hedonism that have caused this but at least you were created through the hedonism so that's good right? I am sure you will find a way in life'
>billy is now homeless and no family
>billy no longer can afford his medication
>billy is now out on the street slowly breaking down as his meds wear off
>due to poor life choices billy is now living in hell with no escape
I'm pretty much just like you, -4 years. Was there ever any opportunity to get out of this unfulfilling cycle? Do you feel you could've taken it? I'm torn between giving up or doing something with my life every time I wake up.
But then you get to buy more weed. And you value your time more. And you get To go out drinking more.