wake up ah god fuck despair life for a little bit realize i've slept until 4pm again trudge to the kitchen, find food wash grease off in shower play vidya with friends until they sleep shitpost on /r9k/ at 4:30am
>wake up alone >eat alone >talk to no one >don't even feel like talking to anyone >get mad and hate myself for being ok with not having any problem with absolutely no human interaction for prolonged periods of time. >do math and physics homework for 6 hours because it makes me feel like I'm good at something and I have something to live for. >smoke excessive amounts of cigarettes.
>>24050475 thanks anon, on the night before the day off i try and socialise a bit, and on the day off i have to run errands, do shopping, prep my lunches for the week and try and do some more socialising.
Wake up Roll over go back to sleep Wake up Pee Coffee Roll or muffin Read paper. Do puzzle Play with tablet apps Talk gf Make phone calls or do an errand Maybe go for short walk Buy coffee Play game app Watch tv Dinner More tv or tablet Late night snack Browse 4chan or youtube Bed, browse more, sleep
wake up at 11 go to work get home from work play video games til 1am fap to interracial porn from 1 to 2am enter deep self hatred for enjoying this shit fetish take part in the self-pity party that is /r9k/ sleep at 6am
>>24050707 I like it. I like stepping out into the snow, wake-and-baking before a shower, grabbing coffee, and beginning my day. That's the perfect storm of a solid morning.
I like getting baked in the afternoons because fuck it, the cafeteria food is shitty and I exercise and work my ass off. It's how I'm able to eat. It's the difference between one plate of shitty food and five. Plus it's just nice to read baked in the afternoons and just listen to albums.
Dinner's easier baked. And it's obviously great to go to bed stoned.
I dunno. On the one hand, crutches aren't really good. On the other hand, I'm functional as all hell and legitimately enjoy myself better this way, so fuck it. It's not like I don't have legitimate issues helped by it (I have a BMI of 16.2 and I can fucking eat this way, I have some funky neurological shit going on that this sorta helps with making easier to deal with daily, etc.), so hell, if I'm self-medicating, who cares? It's really not like I'm under any obligation to experience any given day pf my own life un-stoned, and once tolerance kicks in, I just take a few weeks off and go at it again.
And it's not like it's my only crutch, either. Sweet, sweet coffee is the only thing keeping my poor heart beating most days, and has been since I was like 14.
>>24050877 I used to do the same thing until I realized that I stopped growing emotionally when I started. All your problems are solved with a bandaid rather than getting to the root of the problem at hand. It puts blinders on and teaches you to be complacent to stuff that's fucked up in your life.
>11:30 am wake up and shower for a half an hour >play games or browse internet until 2:30 >travel to work >work from 4pm to 9:30 >get home and browse 4chan or play games til 2, usually stoned >sleep >repeat
>>24050236 Weekday >alarm wakes me up >set it to snooze 6 times, an hour passes >get out of bed, shower, brush teeth, shave >drive to office >clock in, go out to breakfast with colleagues >get back to office, update daily planner, browse 4chan >manager comes in, checks up on the daily log, planner, updates me if anything new needs doing >go to lunch with colleagues >come back, work for an hour on whatever project I'm assigned to that month >browse 4chan >assist colleagues in tasks due to being liaison between teams >go to gym with colleagues >go back to office, clock out >go home, have dinner >fap, play dota 2 until I lose 2 matches, fap >fall asleep watching something >repeat
Weekend >wake up at 4 pm Saturday >stay in bed for a couple of hours doing whatever on the net >call up friends from uni to hang out/have dinner/watch a movie >end up staying over at a friend's place playing /tg/ or having a LAN party >spend sunday afternoon networking with friends I made purely to further my own career >sunday evening, visit parents and/or brother
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