How the fuck am I even supposed to kill myself?
>Gunshot impossible because extremely strict gun laws in my country
>Have no idea how to approach hanging, Can't tie anything but my shoe laces and also don't know where to put up the rope etc. Also risk of this being either really or I could stay alive with brain damage
>Both drowning and cutting are horrible ways to die
>No access to tall building and I wouldn't risk jumping from lower heights
>Not enough info on electric shocks, could be really really painful
>Can't take risks with helium as I might fuck something up or get a tank with some oxygen in it.
>No access to any type of drugs, and even if I had that may not be the best method.
tfw you can't even commit suicide.
I know that feel, OP
It's probably going to be drugs for me. I'd rather drift off into eternal sleep than be forced to pull a trigger.
You can probably find drugs somewhere. If death is so preferable to life, than you will find a way to get them. Living in a shithole should make it easier
Don't waver, don't think of the fear. Fear is merely an obstacle. Death is freedom from suffering. The minute amount of effort toward death is worth the tremendous suffering you will have escaped
Mount explosive on your head. There's this explosive material called ,,Acetone peroxide". You only need acetone and bleach to make it. You can easily find ,,How to make" instructions on the internet.
jump off a bridge or a cliff. Train would probably be pretty painless as well. Or if that's too violent, spend all the money you have on really pure heroin and shoot up till you overdose.
Tell me where you live you fucking liar. There is always a high bridge in your country. If you have no money and no car then just take the train without paying for a ticket to your destination. It doesn't matter when you get caught
Something like this but with intent.
>tfw you will never safe qt japanese schoolgirl from multitrack drifting train and marry her