>tfw I can't watch hardcore porn because I tend self insert as the women who's enjoying it the most.
>It's the only way I don't feel angry that some other guy is getting all the pussy while I watch jerking off in front the computer screen
Porn fucked me up.
>it doesnt even feel good when i cum, literally nothing
>even if i wait a few days
Is my dick broken or something? Am I somehow fapping wrong? Someone send help, my life is wortless without jacking it
>mfw never masturbated to vanilla porn
>mfw no desire to
>mfw only masturbate to my paraphillias
who here /ascended/?
>he thinks women in porn enjoy it
>he thinks women like sex
i forget who said it but my favorite joke about porn is 'I only watch porn with a guy in it because then you know at least somebody is enjoying it'
Op this is how I feel. I think about how that girl is getting so much intimacy and affection and attention, and i just end up crying myself to sleep. i can only masturbate if I do it from the POV of the guy now, otherwise i have a mental breakdown lmao, it makes masturbation very hard. which is why i think you can't be a true robot until you've failed masturbating because of loneliness and basically cried yourself to sleep instead
>can't watch porn where the girl is faking because it's fake as shit
>can't watch porn where the girl is genuinely enjoying herself because it feels painful to watch two people have sex and enjoy themselves and know i'll never feel that
plz send help
I know you're probably underaged, but eventually it will get to you, after hundreds of hours seeing women getting plowed with big cocks in your face.
Break the cycle before it's too late.