Was out yesterday with a friend and a girl he knows. She finds the whisky in my bag. >"Lol anon, this is bad for you" She starts pouring it out into the street. >"Reeee" Make an ass of myself, throwing lame insults at this spoiled bitch. She looks at me with confusion and disgust as I leave with tears in my eyes.
>>24066570 Day before yesterday, I had been sober for over 36 hours. I felt the low start to creep up on me, so I went and bought a few low priced, high percentage beers.
I had been crashing a couple of days at a friends house, went back to it (he was at work) to drink and listen to some Tom Waits. His flatmate, this really sweet qt, comes in and gives me a lecture about how I could do so much better and that nothing is a bigger turnoff than guys who accept defeat.
I went out and got hammered. Everything she said was right.
How much do robots drink, out of curiosity? I go through about 750mL of rum per day, sometimes switch off with a scotch, bourbon, or absinthe. I don't get hangovers but my organs do protest. Relationship with alcohol has changed dramatically over the years into almost an entirely different substance.
Just cooking a twice baked potato now, trying to keep the sustenance up, even though I don't ever feel like eating.
>>24067552 Turning 24 tonight with my V-card intact. I don't even care anymore, I feel like I don't even have the energy to drink at this point. >>24067599 Same here. I stop by the local grocery store every Friday after work, get the same case of beer I always get, go to self check out and finish it over the weekend.
>>24067907 >Have a roommate now too so it sucks trying to hide how much I drink. He's my ride, so he knows how much I drink. He and his fiance are always talking about me and she keeps on telling him that I drink way too much.
I don't need this from the normies. Why can't they just let me die from liver disease on my own, since I can't pull the trigger?
>>24068002 Rum is usually only about 35% though, and whisky is 40% at the very least.
>>24068001 When you're a co-payer of the rent too, I feel like they're just thinking that each bottle I buy is a potential rent payment I've missed. So sometimes I sneak out to get groceries and pick up a bottle that I hide in my bedroom and drink at night.
>>24067776 Honestly I made it seem like I walk out of the supermarket with those shitty 15 dollar 24 packs anyway. I usually don't go for anything higher than 12 pack and I mostly get 6 packs of what I like. Malt beers. IPAs. Anything with 8+% alcohol content.
>>24068044 Tonight I'm drinking your run-of-the-mill Cruzan dark rum and it's bottled at 40% and hardly costs anything. It's not a bad rum, but if you really wanted to get into it, you could find all kinds of stuff.
>>24067982 My issue is that I felt more alive when I was drinking far more than I do right now. I don't have emotions any more due to severe depression, and the only time that they emerge is when I'm quite tipsy. The only reason that I drink is because I need to feel something at least once a week. I pretend to be a beer and wine conosiour (fuck spelling) with my "friends" but I really hate alcohol.
If I can't drink, the emotions like fear that make me able to get up and go to work or pay my taxes or whatever can't happen. And when that happens, well... you don't want to see me ever.
Sorry for blog also, and I didn't really talk about you, just me. But I feel I can relate.
>>24068099 I'm not a fan of IPAs, but I like malt beers. I'm don't care too much about alcohol ratings as long as I can drink enough of it, so I like lighter drinks as well such as cider. And anything fruity or sweet.
And of course, the ocassional good bottle of wine, or some nice hard liquor.
I've been trying my luck at port, and so far it isn't too bad.
>>24068110 I do like rum, even the cheaper Morgans spiced. But here at least, whisky is about the same priced. It's about 13 pounds for 70cl blended whisky at 40%, and you can get rum for about the same at 35%. Anything more from the supermarkets are usually expensive.
Lucked out on a liter of whisky for 15 pounds recently though so that's going to take me far.
I think eventually you'll find that alcohol turns you into a mess of emotional lability. I've always been amazed at what passes as alcoholism in some people. Part of the reason I was curious at how much everyone was taking in, though I don't look at it like a competition. Most have no idea of the real transgressions that ensue given time, and the way you, and this beverage shift shape.
I switch on a whim so quickly now, I can't be convinced the emotions I'm feeling are actually my own, so I'd warn you to at least be careful in this business you have using alcohol to feel something, cause you will eventually feel everything.
>>24067907 a bottle? 700ml of whiskey a week? that really isn't much, I was doing about a botttle every 2 days for around a year. I'm not dick sizing but it doesn't seem that you really have that big a problem.
>>24068649 addiction really REALLY can make you look past it, have you ever drunk white cider? It is the cheapest strongest most vile drink on earth and I would drink a litre on waking up somehow, when I buy it now one sip almost makes me vomit. Also about 1 mouthful of whiskey will remove a hangover pretty quickly.
>>24066419 Drinking a big bottle of table wine right now.
>Addicted to mouthwash since freshman year of college >Try to get clean earlier this year >Halfway successful >Go from getting black out drunk on a nightly basis to once a week >Work a succession of shitty wageslave jobs >Finally land decent paying office job >Long hours and stress contributing to an uptick in drinking again
Doesn't help that I go home to alone to a tiny apartment. Have a couple friends I might see once a month if that. Dating life is a mess- I was supposed to meet up with a girl tonight but she had a last minute emergency (her dad's in the hospital). I'm like 95% sure she's lying but what can I do, what can I do....... Gotta get on anabuse again or I'm going to kill myself lol
im not am al ohlic but I am drunk right now I fuvking hate normies and I think I shoukd develop a drinking problem to cope with my hate, since drinking dilutes my rage how can I start drinking on the job
>>24069159 26.9% alcohol (varies by brand). Double that for your proof. Its cheap as shit and no worse for you than regular alcohol. Which is still pretty bad if you hit the bottle too hard.
>>24069169 I had a string of terrible non-starters in my late teens. From the girl who strung me along when I was 17, to my oneitis agreeing to go on a date with me then inviting her friend along when I was 18 to a girl who was legitimately into me sparking up an online relationship when I was 19, then refusing to see me when she was in town because she was afraid she'd lose her virginity and she was waiting for marriage. Of course she goes to a party while she's here and makes out nude with some dude she doesn't know. And then of course she tells me.
I've lost my virginity and whatnot since but I just don't trust women or people in general.
>>24068649 I don't tend to get hangovers at all unless I've had an excessive, black out inducing, amount of alcohol. Makes it difficult to limit myself when it feels like there are no negative consequences.
The worst part about the day after drinking for me is waking up with a dry mouth.
>>24069269 Water bottle and vodka, rum in tea type shit, you gotta pace yourself tho or your fucked, also bring mouthwash and some sort of febreeze to cover it. What are you drinking anon? >>24069282 Woman will ruin a man I swear to god but I'm sorry anon, I'd share a drink with you if I knew you. I'm sure the one will come and fix your trust and opinion of woman and people
>>24069199 Right now I'll pick up a 12 pack or a big bottle of shitty table wine. I prefer beer but the wine is actually cheaper (it'd be cheaper still to buy cheap shitty beer like pabst or ranier but that's basically piss water)
Not the first time I've shared this on here but to reiterate
>Long periods of intermittent depression since I was 14 >Really bad one when I was a junior in hs >pissed off at dad so don't ask to get anti-depressants to ward off future episodes >terrified of future depression tho >can't get actual weed or alcohol because no friends, no social life >start drinking mouthwash >accelerates in college >after each setback I drink more >even though I could acquire actual alcohol at this point from a cost perspective mouthwash just makes sense
Do any of you drink straight Jack? I can whiskey, rum, even vodka though I hate the taste but every time Jack makes me puke. Straight Fighting Cock is bourbon and even stronger but I can drink that, just not the sweet stuff.
>>24069372 beers. I'm not a drinker so I'm ripped off my fucking ass I don't even want to be sobwe. its like I'm aware of my feels but keep forgetting to dwell on them. my fucking normie mom is trying to give me shit but its rollinf off my baxk. being drunkis reallt great
I always thouight whiskey was cheap. Top notch drink for low price. Fighting cock is $16/bottle, wild turkey is $20. Mellow Corn corn whiskey is fucking amazing too. I paid $8 and expected it to be jet fuel but it's the smoothest drinking stuff I"ve ever had. I prefer the higher rye grain bill so it took some getting used to but I think I will be regularly getting the mellow corn too. For a long time I would get benchmark 8, it's about $9 bottle and solid quality. It's still bottom shelf, but it tastes like whiskey. That fucking fighting cock though, shit is dank. I pour up a glass and my room reeks like a distillery. That's how you know it's the good shit.
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