Deepest darkest secret
Symphony of the Night
You guys are the closest thing I've ever had to companionship
I'm starting to get that feeling after I just saw a news story talking about the Israel conflict but they only brought up that one guy on the IDF was from near where I lived and didn't bring up the deaths from the other side
gonna delete this in a few minutes, make it count
I'm in a relationship with a chubby Jewish girl, despite being a long time antisemite. She can't get me off, and is falling in love with me way too quickly. Her parents are wealthy and I'm afraid of whats going to happen if I hurt her emotionally and do not know what to do
Mario Kart 64
Fuck, I dunno. Anything I used to consider a dark secret I confessed to, and anything I'm ashamed of, 4chan would probably scoff at and consider it tame.
The other night I was at my friend's house with another friend, his parents were away so we all got really high and watched movies and played mario party. We all went to bed in seperate rooms, and I was sleeping in his 15 year old sister's room (she obviously was also gone). The entire time all I could think about was how great it would feel to fap right now, so I got up and took a pair of her panties from her drawer, and started sniffing them while I jacked off with one of her ugg boots that was sitting out. I came fucking buckets inside her boot
>Deepest darkest secret
sometimes right after I showered, I like to listen the water going down the drain, I even push the water to the drain with my feet, the noises feel like something related to choking.
So the other day I bought a new drain with a big hole in the middle, and then thrusted it with my dick until I came
It was like having sex with the bathroom
and she was loving it
Jet Set Radio Future
When I was about 14-years old I visited one friend of mine alot. His parents were almost never, nor was his hot big sister.
We played games in my friends room, he had some mental issues, he was not too "smart". I told my friend I went to the bathroom
when in reality I went into his big sisters room to sniff her panties and masturbate on her bed. When I was done I went back to my friends room and told him I was taking the biggest shit of my life. To this day he does not know
Thousand Year Door
Every time I leave this place I realize how much better a person I am, and how worthless it is to be here. But I always come back every year just for E3, and I end up hanging around for fun. Fuck you all.
I do it because its the only thing that holds my interest that I can afford.
I've actually have never been depressed and am quite sociable.
That's the thing, though. Get a job that you enjoy but still lets you do stuff like browsing /v/ from time to time. People usually work at stuff they don't like because they'd be on the streets if they didn't.
You? You have autismbux, so you can afford not earning much for a while.
It is really hard to pick one game, since I've played a dozen before steam, but I think that I'll have to stick with
I used to eat shit in my childhood, when my parents were gone. Like, literally, eat my own shit.
Favorite game is pic related.
I am extremely shallow and have no interest in anything going on around me anymore. I cling to vidya, internet, and the few friends I have in a desperate attempt to find entertainment. I think I will literally die of boredom within the next 5 years.
Up until I was 18, I never clipped my nails, cut my hair, trimmed my pubes, or shaved because my father wanted to do it for me. I also suspect he may have sexually assaulted my brother at some point.
Rainbow Six Rogue Spear
I got infected with oral herpes at a young age during a camping incident that put me in the hospital for 3 weeks. I haven't ever shown any signs or symptoms, and doctors I've seen can only speculate but they aren't sure why I've never had a breakout or herpes releated lesion on my body. It's made getting a girflriend or really any kind of intimacy terrifying, because I don't know if I'll infect someone else. And I'm a pretty decent looking guy so I get hit on quite a bit. I had a fling going with this one girl from work, and it calmed my nerves for a bit. But then she got infected 2 months later. She accused me of having it and practically turned everyone at my work against me. Luckily I'm already an asshole and know everyone's deep dark shit, so a few rebuttals back of calling them out and I just had to suffer the silence, no more ridicule. Just for another girl to fess up and admit that she has herpes simplex 2 and drank out of everyone's drinks with an open lesion not thinking she would infect anyone. So I'm off the hook and everyone pretty apologized to me. Made me feel good for a bit, but what if this is how everyone will respond if they learn the truth? I'm fucking terrified of having any kind of social life
A few years ago my family and I had been keeping my grandma at our house while she was slowly dying of cancer. One night I was feeling particularly horny, and I wanted to find some panties that I could wear while I was jacking off, and the only ones I could find were my grandma's, so I used hers and threw her underwear away later.
I've been a replacement pleasure center for my older brother for the past 3 years, and I get off to him reaching orgasm
Kirby and the Amazing Mirror
During high school I had full fledged anorexia and was hospitalized for a suicide attention (meds OD). I'm healthier but my body image is still shit and I it's getting so much harder to hide my mental instability from family and the few friends I still have and don't deserve anyway. I'm a guy too
i once manipulated a girl i was dating to fulfill my sick fetish
i'm not sorry.
My sister and i usually played games where it involved touching each other genitals in some sort.
When we grew up we just kinda stopped doing it and to this day we never talked about it and probably never will for the best lol.
I mean, he's still the same, but every now and then, he'd silently signal me to relieve him.
I personally like doing it, even if it means I'm technically gay. I'm more driven by his pleasure
Last time someone made this thread I got relationship advice. Does this shit belong on /v/
i have a fat fetish depressed NEET girl who doesn't notice what she eats? Fucking Jackpot
I pay for rent by giving my roommate handjobs & blowjobs weekly. I'm a straight man short on money.
Breath of Fire III
I have a horde of galleries of married women who've sent me nudes while their husbands slept or were at work... masturbate to all of them at once, once a month. Even though I have a beautiful girlfriend.
Medieval 2: Total War
When I was growing up I played a game with a neighbor girl who was the only other kid in the neighborhood. I'd basically tie her up and do weird shit to her to try and make her "confess", which mainly just meant her saying some embarrassing secret. This made me horny as you can imagine, and at one point I felt like my dick was going to explode and I had to do something. Since I was ten though, I decided punching her in the stomach was the thing to do. She couldn't breathe for a bit and her gasping made me cum. We still talk fairly often.
I don't have a favorite
I've only asked out two girls, one of them twice Nobody knows but them and my friends think I'm smooth enough to get any girl I want. I suspect they think I'm shallow for wanting a girl but never making a move
System shock 2
Ever since I was younger I've had hilucinations of a great white shark snapping at me in the shower, iv shit the shower a total of 15 times , I'm 23 and i can control it a bit but no one knows and I'm to alpha to tell anyone or do anything about it , it made me a strong person and life isn't all that bad..
Did you great white shart yourself in the shower?
Legacy of Kain: Defiance
I have done so many sexually devious things to people and animals I've lost count. I'm also secretly a furry. Nobody outside my roommate has any idea I'm like this.
WoW: Burning Crusade
To most people, I'm a charismatic normalfag intellectual who people seek for help or info on politics. However, I'd trade this life away in an instant to live in an anime, the Evangelion universe in particular, and have been pursuing esotericism and fringe knowledge in a wild bid to venture to the 2D for life
3 When I was at my new primary/elementary school after moving houses, I found a rock the size of my hand (at that age) lying in the sandpit and I went full retard by tossing it directly into a younger kid's head, surprised as I had shit as fuck aim at the time. Kid had to go to hospital and my whole school had an assembly as no one owed up. I owe up right after and explain what I did to the principal and after school, the teacher came up to me personally and gave me a lolly for telling the truth with no punishment whatsoever for cracking a kid's head open. I still feel like shit about it to this day.
Dude thats not that bad
I mean, I wait for threads like these and post in them giving other anons advice. And not following that advice when it relates to my situation because i think i might be a fucking retard
Crash Bandicoot Warped
Everything bad that's happened to me in my life, I've never let go of any of it. All the people who were rude to me, all the people who hurt me, my mother who finally admitted that she never loved me, hearing my best friend make fun of me to fit in with other people, hell even my brother's suicide attempt who I blame myself for, I remember it all and I have never moved on. Sometimes the memories bubble up and causes me to have a breakdown. I'll just get into my car and scream and curse and cry until I feel better. I don't know when it will stop or how to stop it, but I've never been more miserable in my entire life. Sorry for the blog.
I post a shitpost thread every night before I go to bed then sleep happy knowing people are arguing over it. I never look at the thread, I'm australian
Welp, I'm fucking done with /v/ for tonight.
All of the women I've ever loved were lesbians. Not necessarily tomboys with short hair or anything, some were extremely feminine, but lesbian nonetheless. I also fap to yuri and wish I was a lesbian.
I have a hair fetish and I can never get my girlfriend to satisfy it as she thinks it's disgusting. As a result, I occasionally buy wigs and even take good care of them to use for jacking off
My 14yo cousin has a sexual attraction to me and isn't allowed to see me outside of family gatherings, I'm secretly okay with it
silent hill 2
i was the guy who would check the shipping containers to see if the product was in there ect. One time i found computer boxes filled with severed arms, only severed arms about 50 of them in different boxes. when i told my supervisor he said he knew and gave me 1k to shut me up.
>mfw i just now realized i would like to do that shit.
I already fapped today
Thanks friend. Hopefully the next nuclear outage I go to will net me mad dosh and I can go travel somewhere, but then I remembered my student loan and now I'm sad again. Fuck.
Persona 3 FES
The future scares the fuck out of me, looks like the world has gone to shit, everyone is fucking everyone, seems like everyone once they finish university gets screwed over one way or another, I've started thinking about suicide more and more often because of this
I put hundreds of hours into that game when I was a dumb teenager. Trust me, it's a bad game with major design issues. For example, you can do missions for specific factions, but the soldiers of that faction will attack you even if you're working for them.
>Blackmailing people who ship severed arms
Know this feel
I was reading a VN with a hairjob scene and it just clicked in my head, also cum on hair was always pretty hot to me.
I mean it's just a few inches above cumming on a face, is that disgusting too?
My older sister would dominate me with her feet when we were kids and there was a lot of sexual tension.
To this day I've developed a huge foot fetish because of this and wouldn't mind being a foot slave. I'm worried that she remembers what we did.
my ex girlfriend had really cute dogs at her house, but whenever I was alone with them I had the urge to hurt them. However, I restrained any violent urge but it scared me out because I thought I was becoming a psychopath
>tfw hair fetish
>gf had hair that went down to her hips
She since cut it to almost halfway down her back but damn, those were fun times.
Fapped to my high school crush. Pic related.
This girl I'm interested in revealed her fetishes to me yesteday. She's into rape, slapping and being direct as fuck On one hand, I fear that it's because of daddy issues On the other, I seriously consider raping her
I've really liked a friend of mine for about two years now, and she decline a date earlier this year. Despite this, I can't move on from her, not even a little. I subconsciously reject all other women because they're all inferior to her in my mind, plus I have this nagging feeling that I could still have a chance with her if I just start being more active and outgoing, but I know that's just me being delusional.
I pirated Gone Home so it wouldn't be attached on my Steam account. I did this to see if it really was shit. It was.
Mount and Blade: Warband
I used to have a crush on Sonic I used to drink my piss. It doesn't even taste that bad. I tried to smell my mother's underwear while she showered. I did the same with my little sister. I've searched for dirty vagina porn I've been stalking someone I have a crush on for 2 months. I've found old phone numbers, an address, and their family member's full names. If the person found out I'm sure they'd hate me.
>high school crush dude
Now i'm gonna be thinking about suicide for 30 minutes
You were totally lucky to not talk to her though friend.
Give it a shot nigga.
ask to grab some coffee or a bite or something simple like that
Anyone who thinks Yoshi's Island or World is better is a casual.
I don't think I'll be browsing /v/ for much longer. The constant thinly veiled porn dumps/fetish threads, the platform shiposting that has been ruined by idiots who don't realise it was ironic in the first place, the extreme lack of self awareness or critical reasoning, obvious biases and general shittiness has really put off this place in recent months. We're not here forever, it's just that the people who left aren't here to say otherwise.
I'm a virgin, even though I tell everyone the opposite just so I don't get bothered about it. Believe it or not I've had the opportunity before, but the thought of how many dicks had been in that chick just really made me decide to keep not having sex.
Also I think it's weird when anyone touches me sexually.
Before you rape her you should know that most girls with rape fantasies actually wouldn't want to get raped and it's just a fantasy. Talk to her about it beforehand and you could perhaps roleplay rape at random times instead
safeword = not persecutable
Solatorobo: Red the Hunter
Take a wild guess
yea and i'm telling him to do it again.
Maybe she was at a different point in her life then.
I can't sexualize any girls i see. I just imagine kissing them and
I had this fear for a while too, anon(s).
I study politics and minor in history at my university and let me tell you something that may surprise you: even with all the scary shit that seems to be happening now, believe it or not humankind has NEVER been this peaceful despite such an increased capacity for destruction. Odd, isn't it?
reposting from the other thread
metal gear solid 3
I'll keep it short, social sevrices have been involved in my family for most of my life because someone commited a number of crimes in my mothers name. it later proven that it wasn't my mother. however, the crimes have stayed on her file and have not been corrected. my family have been persecuted for years
Knights of the Old Republic.
4-5 times I managed to get a hold of my hot housemates phone and send myself all her dirty pics, she caught me on the last attempt and I had to move out[/spoiler
>tfw just did this with a friend of mine
I've been crushing hardcore on this girl for 3 years, and only recently had the nerve to ask her out for coffee, and eventually her number. My ex and I have hooked up a decent amount of times, and she thinks I'll come back eventually since she's still obsessed with me. She has no idea I'm in love with someone that barely knows me. Also, this girl hasn't been the best with texting. I've been a good boy and kept all contact with her (before and after the asking-out) very chill and mature, but still comical and relate able.
She doesn't respond much at all though. Hard to blame her since I'm a mostly random guy hitting her up. Frankly I'm surprised she responded at all. I've never been one to "play the game" but I think I'm doing a good job by not being a desperate beta faggot. My ex and this girl look almost identical.
>Me and my friends used to take dick pics on our gameboy cameras.
wow dude what a horrible secret
>hook up with some random girl
>I lose interest before we go further than kissing and groping
>she did some biting
>feel sick the next day and not sure whether mouth sores are from tears or something more
Maybe I should get tested
I recently found out I have HIV and I have no clue how the hell I could have got it since I am a 20 year old kissless virgin, don't even drink let alone do drugs and only leave my house to go to work and go shopping
Mega Man 4
I dated an ugly, batshit insane, religious hambeast for an entire year. All because I felt like I wasn't going anywhere after high school, and she had connections to get me a shitty fast food job and I thought I'd be at least closer to a "success" if I had a job and girlfriend, despite being terribly embarrassed, ashamed, and disgusted by her. Everyone was convinced that we were madly in love, and her parents thought I was the perfect son-in-law.
I dumped her ass to go after my high school crush.
I cheated on my fiance, I'm scared the girl I fucked is pregnant with my child, even though I know that it's logically impossible for that to be true. I think it's guilt that eating me alive. Fuck my exploding cock.
She's deep into puberty and wants dick but can't process the information form her vagoo, so she rubs and grabs and hugs and stuff. Nothing serious and it's totally normal, the equivelent of a growing boy getting a boner and rubbing it on stuff because it feels good. Her parents don't like it because I'm a grown assman and she always wants to visit me at my house and shit, so they assume it's me that's the problem. I think it's cute. And kind of hot
Stuck in the same place as you man, just without the ex.
Also MGS3 for favourite game.
I stopped after I realized what I've done. The other reason to why I got away with it was because there was an ambulance right behind me. The guy was lucky they were there right when it happened.
Only one person I know that I don't talk to knows about this. None of my friends and family know either.
Street Fighter 4 series
The other night, I had sex with my infatuation of several years behind her boyfriend's back. We were really drunk. I feel awful about it from both the angle that I did it in the first place and the fact that it was totally meaningless, when at the time I desperately wanted it not to be.
Silent Hill 3
I have a habit of listening to the same music over and over, and I'm thankful I have headphones so I don't annoy other people. Right now I'm listening to this.
at least it's not the guy with the job helping people commit suicide.
It'll be fine
Yeah, I've taken some political courses and I'm aware of how great the times we're living in are, it's just imagining how easy it would be to ruin it that scares me.
It doesn't help that the media sensationalizes everything. I've stopped following the news because it gets me so paranoid.
i stopped taking prozac for some months because I wasn't feeling depressed and was tired of being on it. Later on side affect of dropping it was that my dick can't get as hard as it could before. I've essentially been emasculated and lost all confidence in myself, which coincided with a cute girl taking interest in me but I keep ignoring her because I'm embarrassed that I can't perform sexually
I spend endless days pacing for ridiculous amounts of time in chest grasping anxiety. During I can't stop thinking about how likely it is that I'm autistic,or at the least, left a permanent impression on others that I am.
What hits the most is I'm very self-aware of my odd talking or manerisms a day to a week after doing so and can't stop. It's like my mind gets disorganized to a bothering degree whenever im around others. I'm at the point of considering myself someone who permanently can't be in anykind of close relationship or friend group.
I don't want to draw attention to myself.
She knows I cheat, she allowed me to do so because of a genetic mutation I was born, I have too much erectile tissue in my dick and it causes it to tear when it gets too large for my natural 5 inch size. So basically she let's me fuck other girls, as long as she never catches wind of it. But I have only ever done it one time. and I don't think I will ever again, I'll just stick to hentai and porn/spoiler]
I wasn't that much older than you when I got it. Though in my case drug use and unprotected sex were the obvious culprits.
Just make sure to get yourself on meds ASAP. I responded super well to mine and now its basically like I never caught it in the first place (as long as I keep taking my pills, that is).
Holy fucking shit, Anon, get some professional help.
when I was six, I caught my little brother and cousin, sucking each others dicks
I don't know. I constantly debate cutting her out of my life, but we've been friends around 10 years now. There have been slumps where we stop talking, but like the fool I was, I'd always take it as a sign for how deeply we cared for each other, rather than an indication that it's just flat-out unhealthy like it probably actually is.
In the times I've seen her, there'd be times where we'd have really good conversation. She's incredibly shy, and I'm actually pretty good with people, so sometimes it'd work out, but other times I'd get a bad read from her and just leave her alone. Killed 2 birds with 1 stone because playing the "I know you, and I see you, but I don't need to have a conversation with you. Let's just smile and wave" card. Introverts seem to appreciate that.
We're both skateboarders, and the only times I've seen her were at a skatepark 2 hours away. The times I'd see her and sometimes talk to her were months in between. Even so, she still remembered me. To this day I don't know if I creeped her out, or she actually enjoyed me in some way.
Mega Man X
I used to fap in class during high school, and I set a goal for myself to jack off in every class I ever had at least once. On a pajama day for school, I was in class with this girl I've liked damn near half of my life. I jerked off to her and it was so easy with my huge pajama pants. Now I work fast food and I sometimes jerk off in the crew room and get off on the thrill of somebody seeing me
Don't buy slippery slope arguments without supporting evidence of said slope. I have no desire to bone it so I won't.
Will do, and I'll enjoy the show provided to me whole it lasts.
If I stayed over your house as a teenager, I almost definitely jacked off with your mom/sister's panties at least once. If they were really hot, over their toothbrush.
So lemme see if i get this straight, your dick tears when it gets bigger than it's natural resting state of 5 inches?
Am i retarded?
how does this make it okay for you to cheat?
It's hard to decide something like that.
My best friend seems to slowly be moving away from me like all the rest of my friends, but i'm unsure if he's just a lot more busy, or is actually tired of me.
Fug i'm tearing up now
My old doc moved to another office and I never bothered finding another psychiatrist til my dad literally had to fly into town to check up on me because In a depressed wreck. Back on prozac hoping I get better
especially down there
The dick is a meat balloon that gets filled with blood. His dick sometimes gets filled with too much blood and causes the meat shield tear a little. Just imagine what happens when a meat balloon gets filled with too much blood and you'll understand
Alright. I guess i'll explain in greater detail then.
My dick, at a natural erection size is 5 inches. When I get erect it's a race against the clock to finish before I get past 8 inches (it has stretched due to the trauma, still hurts like a bitch though) My fiance has no sex drive, oh she'll suck my dick here and there but she just bleh wit hit. So she came up with the idea to allow me to sleep with other girls, if my situation is out of my control, which happens often; I really don't want to explain the mental trauma fapping 6-10 times a day since you were 5 does to a person. Let's just say I have fucked fetishes by now.
So she allowed me a hallpass to sleep with girls when it gets to bad, and I never did. until I finally did because it was a bad way at 9 inches and I had no choice since she was sleeping over at our house.
TL;DR My cock was starting to tear, her friend was sleeping over, and knew of our arrangement. Fucked me.
i feel you man, ill do something weird or be feeling off and then think i have X mental disorder because my mothers bipolar. and i used to have a bad fear that id burst into tears whenever i walked around but ive been getting over that
If it makes you feel better: if the girl was interested on you, ignoring her while being a normal person will just have made her more interested for when your dick is back to normal.
It's mostly vert skating. I mean, I used to do flatground, and can fuck up most vert skaters when it comes to flip tricks, but she wouldn't be impressed by something like that.
Frankly she might have been impressed someone worse than her at skating asked her on a date. And wasn't a total fucking weirdo.
A lot of gifted skaters are fucking strange. Like savants or something.
Nope is real even posted pictures of all the scars before. Can't be arsed to find them now.
You probably did. THere was one floating around in a disabled thread where people were purposely posting all sorts of ahegao to get me hard so they could see the shaft tear.
I have a 8-10/10 girlfriend that everyone considers really 'prude' and nice. I play off of this by not telling anyone what we actually do in the bedroom. They believe that I only have ever kissed her or some such. the truth is, she blows me all the time and I have anal sex on the weekly, cumming in her phat ass. Shit is cash. I've stuck my tongue in her ass. She likes rape play, domination, cum, and general dirty talk
Conker's Bad Fur Day
I was molested by some old guy at my Mom's office when I was 4
Honestly, I know this shouldn't be a factor but my fiance is korean, so. It's kinda cultural that she doesn't like sex. She has been getting much better about it though.
Not really, it's great to get them naked, but the moment they see my scarred prick they get grossed out.
I was eating and just fucking blew chunks. I've been on the internet a long time and usually that kind of shit doesn't bother me but what the fuck. I don't have a weak stomache. I genuinely feel mentally unstable after reading that. jesus what the fuck
Hurting small animals is like hurting a baby, they just can't defend themselves and there's nothing to get out of it except gratification.
There's a reason why the requirement is hurting animals instead of people.
>Not really, it's great to get them naked, but the moment they see my scarred prick they get grossed out.
I was born with somewhat of a penile birth defect, and as a result of surgery to correct it I have scars there and the urethra is kind of on the side where most people have a frenulum. I mention this because I've never had sex and wonder if this kind of thing would scare the fuck out of girls, and if you don't mind I consider that you might be a good person to comment.
I've spent $200 of money that wasn't mine (not parents) on APB:R
Have a good life anon
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PSA to anyone reading this thread: most of your medical secrets are fixable with surgery, you just haven't bothered to find out; most of your relationship or personality problems are fixable with therapy, and most of your temporary problems will be forgotten about if you don't think about them and stop sharing them for attention
That's all? I'm happy I'm an expert at hiding porn, or else my family would have stumbled upon my stash of horrors by now.
4chan > Vidya > Work > Stuff > Things > (Gigs of furry, sharkgirls, brown girls, lolidom, futa, wincest and oodles of r34)
>A lot of gifted skaters are fucking strange. >Like savants or something.
It's like speedrunning, getting good at something that isn't fashionable or popular for no reason other than getting good, it attracts tons of autists.
My frenulum is fucked beyond all goddamn repair. So they more or less just glued that shit to work when I was 15.
It got to 15 inches, tore both sides of my uncut skin, head and 47 stitches on each side of shaft
Just be confident and be proud of your scars and then the recipient of the D will more then likely find them sexy
Bad Company 2
I'm the same way OP.
>only have a handful of friends in high school
>lose contact/have a falling out with them after graduating
>can't make any new friends in college
>long time online friend/gaming buddy decides to stop playing video games because he's married and has a kid on the way
>literally have zero friends at this point
>browse Steam friend threads
>never add anyone because I'm afraid they'll end up being a meme spouting retard or that we'll just end up awkwardly never saying anything to each other
>hang around Vitagen and know they have gaming nights
>never join in because I'm afraid I'll be terrible and people will talk shit to me
I met someone off a steam friends thread IRL. He's the person that kinda confirmed in my head that I'm a faggot and I want him to fuck my brains out while I trap but I know he wants to trap while I fuck his brains out. It's gonna make for a dilemma.
I'm sorry to hear that bro. I hope you make it to Smash 4. I'll keep you in my thoughts. You won't be forgotten Front Missionbro.
My favorite game is probably the entire Mass Effect series.
My darkest secret is
I have a great life and had a wonderful, gorgeous gf until I kept flirting with and erp'ing other girls. I stopped at the beginning of this year after three years and two months ago she dumped me. Now I want to kill myself. She was my first true love and we'd been dating since we were fifteen.
Don't be ashamed of it, don't even mention it or hide it, if they ask tell them it still works flawlessly and that you were just born that way, and just keep having sex.
Alternatively just be alpha as fuck and say they're battle scars.
But I have never actually hurt an animal, I just want to when they annoy me and even then I restrict myself. I always looked down on people who even did relatively minor things like pulling off the wings of a fly.
I stopped doing that halfway through the relationship
because I realized I loved her and wanted to spend the rest of my life with her and I felt like shit, it had never gone beyond a girl showing me her boobs via webcam though
I don't know if I should feel like a pussy or good about myself
It feels good to let it out
I've worn my mom's panties before and I've masturbated on Omegle, unmoderated section, though I've never cummed. I've held a candle under my shaft before when I was a really horny kid and burnt the shit out of the bottom of it, but no damage, only pain.
Hypnotherapy does wonders for confidence issues and other problems like addiction, and it doesnt cost that much since you dont actually need to be a doctor to practice it. Generally only takes a few sessions as well for most problems.
The other good thing is that they cant give you perscriptions so they wont push pills on you.
Yeah vert skating's fun, but it's definitely not as big or edgy/rebellious as street skating. Most street skaters that are decent are stoners or pretty cool dudes. Vert skaters that are 20+ are also pretty damn chill. It's just the kids that are borderline downs.
>Fallout New Vegas
I lie pretty much compulsively but hide it really well, so almost everyone I know thinks I'm a great guy. And it kills me inside. I can also never fully trust anyone, so almost all of my relationships fall apart really quickly.
My point was that skating went out of fashion more than 5 years ago, but if you want to believe it's just vert skating that's fine
I never managed to do an ollie but Tony Hawk Underground is still one of my favorite games, feels bad man
I would have to say Sonic Adventure 2, I guess that would count because that's the only game I played day after day for several months, still a mediocre game, tho
I use countershitposting when I see an opinion I don't like
I reply saying
You should think about me Anon.
Honestly I've always wanted to kill myself since I was 14 but could never go through with it. So I told myself then I would do it when I reach 30 if life is shit. Only my doctor knows and I refused treatment. My father actually died from lung cancer the year before and he was in an extreme amount of pain with all the treatments. Why did I take so long with quitting cigarettes?
>yeah babe honey listen let me tell you about these scars
>so I was in the ocean
>swimming on my surfboard
>then I caught a tubular roll
>and fell into the water
>the impact tore my shorts off and a shark saw my bait and tackle
>swam up to me
>shark opens its mouth
>if you close your eyes right before it eats you your brain thinks you're dead
>some people find calmness in this
>open my eyes
>shark wraps it's teeth around my dick
>starts blowing me
>shark-kun's toothjob is amazing! daisuki!
>blow my wad in shark-senpai's teethpussy
>shark sinks because cum is heavier than water
>swim to land and go to the hospital
>cops question me about what happened
>"snitches get stitches"
>end up getting stitches in my dick anyway
And that's why everyone who sees my dick calls me Pockets.
Tekken Tag 2
I'm absolutely retarded when it comes to computers. I managed to somehow destroy the first graphics card I tried to install on my PC. Ended up buying a second one and paying the guy at Staples $35 to install it for me. Never pirated a game because too stupid to figure out how to do it. Only recently started installing mods on my game. /v/ had to spoonfeed me just to add sex and gun mods on The Sims 3. Still can't figure out how to get ENB mods to work on New Vegas. Spent figuring out how to get Artificial Academy 2 to run.
Please don't reiterate it.
I was crying man, I was on the ground with my cock in both hands bleeding everywhere. While my EMT's had to pick up my body and take me to the doctor.
I'd be using Saltpeter's daily to keep form getting erections if it was for the violent vomitting that would transpire from doing so.
I recently found out I have it and got it through my former gf I was with for 8 years.
7 years in she slept with some other guy and i only just was made aware it was unprotected. We both have hiv now and I never want to see her again.
Oh my god.
I'm so sorry. ;_; I wish you the best of luck.
Could be that you've gotten older, and most people realize that the taller you get it's not as easy.
And that wearing pants 2 sizes too small, wallet chains, backwards hats, and shirts with companies you've never heard of makes you look like a fucking homo and any girls that may have flocked to that image had horrendous insecurity; wearing white booty shorts, belly button tanks and uggs.
Just fucking kill me.
I've thought about killing myself but honestly heaven and hell both sound unappealing (assuming they exist) so I don't have any interest in dying.
Any particular reason you've been depressed for so long?
Jagged Alliance 2
Not only am I homosexual, I'm also a gerontophile to the point where even the thought of having sex with someone below the age of 50 disgusts me. My first sexual experience was with a 70-year-old and my current partner is 69. I keep this a secret from everyone.
It's not that easy, anon. When I say compulsively, I mean it. It doesn't even matter if I'm lying about anything important. It could just be "Nope, I wasn't out today." when I went out to get groceries. I can't control it.
I've been wanting to kill my self for the last 20 years but keep postponing it because I don't want my friends or family to find my body
The master of the Whirlwind, Fang Hongqi, had a dick that was considered to be "below average". He persevered though.
You will probably not find anything on a google search, as it is classified information straight from the FTTA.
I knew a guy who was the same way. He'd get a phone call from a friend and he'd tell him he's stuck in traffic when he's chilling at my house doing jack shit. It really pissed me off because I can't lie or bullshit with anyone unless I'm under a lot of pressure. For someone to just do it so casually over such trivial things. Fuck.
I can relate man, but I'm younger than you. Kind of daunting that these feelings don't pass with time for some people.
Saving that picture though, It'd look better with a guy in full Heides. Those bastards just look so sad.
Since then I've always been a misanthrope, I realized how shit everything was and how I'm completely powerless to stop it.
I never had any drive or motivation to do anything.
I pushed everyone who cared about me away.
>I am almost always honest to random people on the internet
Its because on here we are no one, and so are you, when you put on a mask you dont have little reason to lie.
I dont know you, and you dont know me, almost nothing you say or do on this board will ever come back to bite you unless you say something which will land the party van at your house or get a tripcode.
I became highly paranoid of not getting replies when I heard that they had started shadowbanning people rather than just straight up banning.
When I dont get replies I dont know if its because no one wants to reply, orits because I have been shadowbanned.