>known about lump on testicle for a while now
>suddenly think about all the games i'd miss out on if i died in the next few years
>scares me like fuck, now i want to get it checked
Is it bad that the thought of dying before I can play some games made me realize the value of my life more than being with my family and shit?
Here's a comforting thought, OP
There is literally nothing gay about letting a doctor check out your balls.
I forget sometimes that we think we are inmortal, that we have infinite time.
But we don't.
Cysts fucking suck
and they are scary too
I get them all over, and sometimes they burst and come back. My brother and father have them, but decided not to tell me about it.
I thought I had cancer when they first showed up.
Also eventually you can just upload your mind into a computer and play all the videogames forever, after all your memories are what make you you.