I didn't believe in reincarnation but now I don't know what to think
>be in college
>meet this girl freshman year
>her name is Alice
>both want to become physics teachers
>have one class together
>are each other's lab partners all semester
>she is so intelligent and beautiful
>I lost my virginity to her that year
>few weeks after she dies in a car accident
>crushed but life goes on
>get teaching job at a small town high school
>teach there for 15 years
>this starts a few years back
>sophomore students come for first day of physical science class
>begin to take roll call
>half way down the list I call off a girls name who is sitting in the back row
>my words get caught in my throat as I locked eyes with this girl
>she looked like a younger version of Alice
>snap out of it and finish roll call
>do the first day bull shit but am distracted by this girl the whole time
>made a seating chart that night and put her in the first row so i could get a better look at her
>realize the next day just how much similarity there is
>as the first weeks of school go on , her personality begins to show
>she is usually quiet, doesn't talk to many other students
>very polite and mature for her age
>catches on quickly to the lessons, scores the highest in all the class on her tests
>put it aside as a strange coincidence for the similarity to Alice
>as the year goes on she begins to get more comfortable, doesn't seem so shy and quiet
>speaks up the most in class and starts conversations with me before class starts
>seems genuinely interested in talking to me
>her eyes light up and her smile..
>my God it was Alice's smile
>keep telling myself that I can't develop feelings for a student
>keep telling myself that she's not Alice
>end of the year comes and she comes up to me and asks if I teach any classes for Juniors
>I do. Regular Physics class
>she smiles and said "Good because that's what I signed up for"
>she sat on my lap and started feeling my cock
>alice, is that you?
>I came violently
>she slid my zip down and pulled out my cock
>sir, can I suck it?
>next year there she is in the front row
>sitting in the spot closest to my desk
>realizing as she's aging the similarity to Alice grows
>her interest in physics reminds me of Alice's enthusiasm
>feel like I'm losing my mind by interacting with her
>she's all I can think about
>end of Junior year I take the class to an amusement park for a field trip
>do some Physics equations about the velocity of roller coasters but it's mainly just for fun
>instead of hanging out with the other students she decides to hang out with me all day
>feel like I'm in college again hanging out with Alice outside of school
>they have the same dark sense of humor
>the same way they carry themselves as they walk around
>the same laugh...
>this was the day I accidently called her Alice and an odd silence fell between us
> I had to excuse myself from her and as soon as I was away from her I had a nervous breakdown
>I began hyperventilating and burst into tears as I shook, thinking I slipped off the edge into insanity
>she wasn't Alice, she wasn't my first love that I had lost, she wasn't anything but a student that shared similarities with Alice
>I calmed myself down and went to go sit of the coach bus that drive the class here
>she was already there
>apologized for leaving her alone in the park
>she just smiled and said she was tired anyways and wanted to sleep on the bus
>sat there with her as she slept until the rest of the kids returned and we drove home
>feel relieved that the school year was practically over and I could stop being tortured by having to look at her face everyday
>the last day of school she came to me and said she's taking a class called teachers aide next year
>it basically let's the student be a secretary for a teacher, grade papers, etc for a credit in school
>think I know where this is going before she even asks
>"Do you need an aide next year?"
>how could I say no to her?
>my favorite student
Sorry for the late last post
>her senior year
>she's my teacher's aide right before our lunch hour
>super helpful, gets shit done quickly and accurately
>she's getting older, looks even more like Alice
>after class she will linger behind just to make sure she says goodbye and have a nice day to me with that beautiful smile of hers
>feel guilty for thinking there's possibly something between us
>keep telling myself that she's just a student
>not Alice, she's not Alice
>finally the year ends and she graduates
>asked me to write a reference letter for her scholarship applications
>I emailed it to her during summer break
>get an email back
>she emails me this super long confession of her feelings for me
>says she has had the biggest crush on me since we started talking during her sophomore year in my class
>says she feels a connection between us that she can't explain
>how would I explain how I felt?
>how would I tell her about Alice?
>can't say anything to her
>it seems too weird
>except for the fact she's so much younger than me
>am I just insane?
>was Alice even real?
>what the fuck is going on and what do I do?
You do realise that not only have you groomed a student, you've also put in writing that you want her. Your career is over. She's probably gonna sue you, and get a nice 6 figure sum from you/the state.
>Is it alice?
No. It's a girl. What are you, 10? And you're a teacher of people?
technically no it could cost him his job. if any one bothered to look into it. teachers cant date students even after they are no longer there teachers even in the exstudent is of legal age. at least in america. they may have given them good grades just because they wanted to fuck them ect
>I bumped into her a few months later
>she smelled like alice
>was it fate
>after a brief chat she said that she needed to tell me something important
>i live 2 minutes away
>we went back to my place, our place, laughing along the way
>I'd barely closed the door when she pounced
>she pulled me towards her, planting her soft moist lips upon mine
>my knees almost gave way, and we stumble intro the door
>It felt so wrong
>tfw that smell
>i had to have her
>I could feel my cock about to explode inside my jeans
>I grabbed her by the waist and lifted her up into my arms
>her soft thighs gripping my waist
>her ankles locked around my back
>it was time
Reincarnation was built around the sudden insight that the matter you're built out of never goes away. It becomes new things but it's always there. So in a way, reincarnation is real, you will become other things. But your ego? Probably not.
If you think about it, it makes nuclear energy that much more horrific. Although I guess you could say that even the sub-particles still get recycled into new material concepts. But to clarify, that's what the idea of reincarnation is, a sloppy philosophical interpretation of the fact that we're all built out of a consistent and uniform matrix of matter and energy.
>she kisses me gently on the lips
>fireworks are going off in every inch of my body right now
>my whole body is buzzing
>blood rushing through my ears
>I can feel the warmth of her tight body pressed against mine
>I can feel her losing herself to the emotions
>giving herself to me
>she starts breathing heavily
>her tongue gently stroking mine
>tfw that smell
>we drift away into feelings
>i stroke my hand down her back sending a spasm through her body
>onto her butt
>I squeeze it gently making her moan softly in my mouth
>tfw that taste
I think all this is an imaginary copy pasta bullshit because it is highly unlikely that a school teacher, especially as old as you do not appear to be, would be on 4chan. Your sentence structure indicates a low level of intelligence and I would say you are some board high school/early college student that is quite out of touch with reality.
Either that or you are just some perverted fucking teacher that invented a backstory so that he could justify his desire for a younger student.
I am essentially calling you a dumb liar.
>Your sentence structure indicates a low level of intelligence and I would say you are some board high school/early college student that is quite out of touch with reality
I think it was actually meant as a creepypasta, but the anons thought it was real.
Human faces all tend to look alike after a while, the same 20 or so faces, hell you could break it down more than that probably.
That said, go with what makes you happy. She's out of school now right? It's legal. But yes, she likely just thought you were cool and attractive and enjoyed attention from you. If you guys try dating when she is no longer in the teacher/student bubble of "drama" or "romance" and she still likes you like this, keep it up. Probably don't ever bring up Alice, or call her by that name by accident though. It might creep her out.
In fact, you sound very broken and a little crazy from the loss. But hey, this girl might heal that in you.
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(If this is real:)
Think about it anon. WORST case scenario she's not Alice reincarnated (spoiler: she's not) - BUT even if not she's STILL an 18 year old co-ed with the hots for you who's wanted the D for years.
I can't see how any aspect of this could go wrong. Please ruin that and either live your second shot at happiness or have some fun on the way to your upcoming death. Statistically you've got 20-30 years left if you're lucky.
No matter if you are op or not, you know what you have seen and you still brush it off as coincicence.
I have workes with such cases for a long time now, had some of them myself.
You are not insane, but that won't keep it from happening.
Tell her your story. Just that.
Find out what she sees in you.
I tell you its her. Or part of her. Energy never leaves. And the Alice that YOU knew will never leave you.
You as a physicist should know that.
Maybe you can even tell me some nice things about that.
I for one know that its very common that reincarnated people have the same names
hell even the EXACT SAME FULL NAME
Its pretty obvious op
stop fighting what you want
this girl got reincarnated for you, your not gonna fuck this up, its gone too far, in a good way
do it senpai
what the fuck I never intentionally typed up senpai, that shit just wrote itself out senpai
maybe it was one of my real deep though coming out
you don't happen to be jewish do you, you'd be surprised about the world and its goodness
>I got into contact with Alice and she wanted to meet up right away to talk
>She stood outside the town grocery store late last night and I picked her up
>There was obviously was awkward tension in the air when she got into my car
>I haven't felt this nervous around a girl since I started taking to Alice
>We drive a ways out of town to a park by a beach
>Not much was said the whole ride there because my head was spinning
>Once we get out and start walking around in silence for a bit
>We end up going to the swings and sit on the pair
>I wasn't normally this beta in front of women
>It was just the thoughts of Alice that kept making my stomach turn and my palms sweat
>She's all grown up and practically looks the same as when I met Alice in college
>"So I got your email" I finally say
>She nods and says " Yea I know. You replied to it saying we should talk "
>I look over to her
>Her hair shining in the moonlight
>Her pale skin almost seemed to glow
>She was so beautiful
>Just as beautiful as Alice
>Its at this moment I decided I couldn't do this
>I couldn't take advantage of such a young girl that I just wanted to play out my lost fantasies on
>I meant to say something to tell her she should just go but before I do she speaks up
>"I've had this dream since I met you. You were in it, but you were a lot younger, but still older than I was."
>My heart drops as she begins to talk. Her voice is shaking and her while body appears to be trembling. She starts to talk again
>"In the dream we are great friends and... A bit more than that. I guess as the dreams persisted I developed feelings for you that I didn't quite understand"
>I had to tell her and I had to do it now.
>I told her everything about Alice down to the last detail of how they looked so alike
>She was quiet for awhile after I said anything
>I figured she was thinking of a way to run away
>She stood up and stuff right in front of me on the swing
She leaned in close and smiled
I noticed there were tears in her eyes
"I always believed in reincarnation, and I believe that I must have been Alice"
She kissed me and a feeling of electricity went through my body
I couldn't help myself with this happening after so many long years
I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her continuously
Her lips, her face, her neck
A familiar smell came to me
I just smiled knowing that it must be my Alice who came back to me
She climbed onto the swing I sat on, putting her legs around me as she sat in my lap
We held each other so tightly as we both silently cried into each other's shoulders
She says "I always thought we had a connection, but I had no idea it was like this. It makes so much sense now"
I lean back and kiss her again
Things go farther after this but I don't have experience writing romance novels so I'll let your imagination fill it in
Afterwards we talk for hours until she's so sleepy that she can't stay awake
I talk her to my place and wrap her in some blankets on my bed and just watched her sleep until I finally passed out
It was the best Halloween ever
How was yours?
>her tongue softly looking for mine
>her smell intoxicating
>i stop, mesmerised
>her soft lips kissing mine
>we look into eachother eyes
>we're in love
>slowly lay her down on the sofa
>her ankles gripping tighter around my waist
>pressing my cock against her
>she moans, kissing me harder
>her hands gripped onto my back
>press cock against her again
>she moans louder, pressing into me
so you gave her the D
good job op
If it was me I would check her dream to see if it really checked up on reality, after i matched it up i would know for sure
I went out with some friends in a blue cloak and some other stuff i made like white eyes.
I went out trick or treating with them and it was hilarious, honestly i was thinking of all the other things that could be happening in the world right now, pretty interesting to see what else is happening.
If someone doesn't screen cap this story i swear.
I really loved your story OP.
I really wish it was true.
I really wish we could know if true or not, the happy ending was actually written by OP. hahah
If it's true, then in some ways, I hate you, because you get something virtually no one else does. Really hope she doesn't turn out to be a massive bitch once ya'll have been together for a few years.
so what is more likely, that you see your first love that died a young death in someone that looks like her or that reincarnation exists?
are you sure you aren't trying to be comforted by the idea of reincarnation, so that she wasn't really taken from you?
>plot twist is OP is in an insane asylum where he fabricated this story to help him cope with the loss he never did get over and this is part of a new development to let patents have an hour of computer time.
jk i believe op
>After our talk, we made a decision
>What we feel is real
>But potentially weird
>And the age difference
>So we won't live together
>She moved in to the adjacent house and it's been that way for a long time now
>For 24 years I've been living next door to Alice
A female friend of mine started dating her elementary school teacher when she turned 18.
Basically they met again when she was 17 and clicked.
Stuff like this happens all the time.
She's not Alice. She's her own person. To project Alice onto her is disrespectful to both. They may share qualities and mannerisms that you admire in women, but they are not the same.
I would not tell her about Alice. In fact, you should forget about Alice for your own sanity's sake. If I were you, I would keep in touch with "Alice 2.0" through email as a mentor, but firmly reject her romantic advances as inappropriate. Seriously, stay away, otherwise you can kiss your career goodbye, because it doesn't matter if she's technically an adult now, she use to be your favorite student, so there will be rumors.
She's barely an adult, man. She simply has a typical schoolgirl crush on you. I had a crush on my English teacher too (I was also his teachers pet as well). Nothing ever came from it because I chose not to pursue it (not to say that he was interested though, he seemed like a decent, smart enough guy that he'd reject any underage advances). Basically, at some point, I realized that if a grown man was interested in me, then there's probably something wrong with him (mental immaturity, underage fetishist, sexual inexperience/insecurity), whether he realizes it or not.
Don't groom her, even if she wants to be groomed (likely due to sexual inexperience or daddy issues). Let her grow on her own. College can change people. If you pursue her, one day she may grow tired of you and realize how fucked up the situation is, then screw you over for allowing it to happen, in an attempt to regain some sense of morality and purity.
What is it with grown nerds falling in love with 17 year old girls, or infatalized women? It's like you guys never grow out of your teenage fantasy of wanting to date the hot perky chick.
>What is it with grown nerds falling in love with 17 year old girls, or infatalized women?
You go ahead and grab your sexually experienced woman because you're not an insecure manchild who can't deal with strong women with a personality.
At least your woman knows what she wants and doesn't really need you or depend on you, she just wants to be with you because you are a confident and mature man.
You let us clueless retards go after the teenagers, the virgins, the shy ones and the ones who need us more than we need them.
What do we know anyway? We live in our mother's basement and have no clue about the female psyche.
Can you believe some of us know it in our heart that the only man a woman will really love is the man who takes her virginity?
What a bunch of lunatics we are!
Of course women are able to love the 5th or the 6th man who penetrates her! To imply otherwise is to completely reject the advances that we, as a society, have made in the last century!
Try making another post that could be construed as an actual response to anything anyone else has said later on when you get that tampon switched out bae.
God you sound like me.
"Previously, on LOST"
I can't fathom what anyone finds comforting about reincarnation. I want to live, as me, if there's going to be any kind of continuity of life after death. Getting deleted and refurbished into another shitty blank slate that has a million opportunities to go horribly wrong and very few chances to be born in as good of circumstances as me, much less become better than me, is a shit fucking deal that in no way remotely resembles "life after death." It is not comforting.
Be strong OP.
This is torture that the universe can dish out :/
Tell her whats up though man! human to human explain the situation. Be a man though, the age is a bit weird but tell her man, will make you feel better.
Gl hf op
I found the statistic that 75% of men who have a heart attack during sex are with someone other than their partner.
It's actually kind of reassuring. I can be old and fat with a dodgy heart and still get laid. Being an optimist is great.
>In b4 'Oh God I'm coming.'
Real or not it was at least narrated to a well enough extent. I love reading lovey-dovey stories like these regardless of authenticity