/x/ about 4 years ago I was browsing YouTube and found this video of a girl dancing (only the first girl in blue dress):
I thought it was fucking hot and I masturbate and came to it. I pretty much mentally bother cumming to anything that isn't porn with penetration, so this was unusual.
Then every once in a while I'd get horny and think of this girl and again masturbate to it.
Later I wanted to see more of her and found out this is some party in Pakistan and that she's Pakistani. But I found no other video of her or who she is.
For 4 years, every now and then, I think of this video of her dancing in Pakistan, get turned on, and masturbate looking at her dance. The fact that it's Pakistan, which in my head is a desert where women get beheaded for shit like this, turns me on even more.
With time, I suddenly noticed I think about this girl more and more and have this odd desire to go to Pakistan, find her, and bed her after her dance. Thought it was odd, given that there's much more hardcore stuff online than a clothed dance.
A few months ago, I start getting her in my dreams and I wake up aroused. Like how you felt as a kid after a wet dream, except that it's not a wet dream. I masturbate too often for that to happen.
Then I had this Paki guy at my workplace and I casually showed him this video and asked what it all was, etc, if he knew her, if I could find more videos of her.
My friend told me it's called a mujra, that the men collecting the money thrown are hijras (homosexuals) and this happens at private parties. Couldn't find the girl though.
Then he told me some of these girls have jinns on them. I ask what the fuck is that. And he's like, they're half-witches and seduce men and then eat up his soul if he is seduced. The men start only to think about them, dream about them, throw all their money on them, and in the end they eat his soul. (Continued)
He told me she's not wearing any shoes to make sure her feet are normal. Told me how witches have their feet pointing backwards and how they stoned a witch to death in his village in Peshawar, Pakistan. It was a girl they caught roaming at night, her feet pointing backward.
So I'm already fucking freaked out hearing this and start wondering why I'd obsess over a stupid dance with no skin for 4 years, masturbate over it, etc.
Don't know if this chat got me paranoid but I suddenly started feeling someone watching me after that, especially when I am home alone late at night and can't sleep.
Then just a few days ago I dream again of this dance, and in it I'm throwing money on her and she's looking at me, then I look at her feet and they are pointing backwards. Then I look up at her and can't look away, can't breathe.
Woke up with a weird sleep paralysis like something was in the room with me. Couldn't get up for minutes. Finally got up and ran out of my room.
I don't know whom to tell this to. I'm NOT a superstitious guy, am atheist, etc. I live alone, have struggled with depression, no family, no friends, so maybe I'm impressionable? This has to be in my head right?
Hoping some Pakistani guy here can clarify details and what this video is and basically want rational answers to this.
First of all, Djinns have hooves, instead of regular feet/toe.
Second, they have black hair, mostly curly.
Third, they're afraid of iron. They never get near things made off iron. That's why they live in caves. If you hit one with a needle, a djinn becomes your companion, and must serve what ever you order them.
Djinns are made of fire and they can't talk like humans. They can't shapeshift, but their main purpose is to make a conflict with humanity and wipe them little by little.
They do possess humans for the sake of tormenting them though.
If ever offer wealth by one. reject it, because you have to pay a hefty price in return.
TL;DR, you became attracted to her because you had a different mindset of the Pakis, her dance was unique and she may have looked exotic to you.
Or that's because you're a virgin fag and a jew, and those bills flying in the air made you hard.
Also, better chanting hail mary and talk to a priest about it.
Hang a cross over your bed as well.
inb4 i can't do that cuz i'm an atheist. djinns and demons go for the nonbelievers first, because corrupt souls are easily harvested.
Does what my friend told me sound reasonable? He said there's something inside these women that inhabits them. And he said the hijras picking up the money know black magic and use these girls. I'm scared to even look at this video again.
Djinns can't generally mind control humans, but she may be possessed by a demon or an unholy being. But again, that's a guess.
The reason she dances retarded like that is probably because Indians and Pakis dance like that.
I'm honestly scared shitless here today up after midnight.
Posted this in detail another place as well and it made me realize just how many of the details add up and how it's not in my head. fuck this.
you could risk your life & money by traveling to pakistan and having sex with her...
train yourself at lucid dreaming and call to her when it's night in pakistan. even if you don't get her, maybe a nearby succubus will fuck you.
This shit is so retarded that it isn't even funny anymore.
>I'm scared of black magic, of having some shit enter me, follow me, get inside me.
I partially came here just to be told that.
I live alone in a busted up room, with the other rooms nearby empty.
Imagine having a coincidence like this and then have it get to you where you cannot get the idea of something following you out of your head. Imagine waking up at night feeling normal, then suddenly your mind going to a girl in a video and feeling paralyzed by fear.
I don't know if it's in my head but the coincidences have lined up to where I feel afraid.
why? it sounds like you called out to her during masturbation and left the line open. now anyone can get in.
put a salt circle around your bed and burn some sage if you're that scared.
Yep, sounds very familiar. I grew up in an Indian family (close to Pakistan, our ancestral land is actually mostly in that country now) and i've heard the same stories of witches.
They say they come during storms, and their feet point backwards. Also, cross dressers are strangely revered in India. The local cross dresser sect always end up showing up to weddings and births. They are given money so that they don't bring bad luck to the family.
>I'm scared of black magic, of having some shit enter me, follow me, get inside me.
... you realize demons modus operandi is to manipulate your fear right? so you stop being afraid and there's fuck all they can do to you unless they can influence someone else other than you near you
You need to take action. Make a stake from silver oak, sprinkle it with holy water, and drive it directly into her heart while she sleeps. Do not remove the stake or she will be free. Cut off her head incinerate it in an intense flame for at least one full hour, and bury the body in clay.
It's easiest on the night of a new moon, when her influence is less powerful.
I can't rematch the video.
Can you please watch it and tell me if there is anything odd about her feet?
What is the song at the end? I heard it in a dream as well, failed to mention that here.?
I haven't posted the full story here.
hijras aren't just homosexuals
they could be called transsexuals in some cases, and socially are like this third gender but also a really low begging caste that has to do with religious beliefs that are no longer that popular
even just a few decades ago, you'd want a hijra to dance at your wedding to secure blessings of fertility
I think they're using djinn as a catch all term for supernatural beings. In Rajasthan India they have stories about people whose feet point backwards but they call them something else. I forgot the term. They translated it into English as ghost, but it's not the spirit of a deceased person. They say if you meet a person or group of people with their feet backwards, you shouldn't be near them long or eat or drink anything they offer because you'll get sick afterwards and maybe even die.
I love the lazy guys that just dress like women so they get more money begging. If you don't pay a hijra when they beg, they supposedly curse you so you make pretty good money begging as a hijra. Most of the hijras are actually transgender, but you'll see fat lazy dudes dressed as women begging. Come on man, at least shave your beard and try to keep a girlish figure. No one who really feels like a woman would let themselves look like a furry Paul Blart.
>For 4 years, every now and then, I think of this video of her dancing in Pakistan, get turned on, and masturbate looking at her dance
But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.
I made such good progress suppressing sexual desires that it scared me when i stopped getting horny because it made me think i was sick or dying. Been cautious about suppressing it too much ever since.
you see coincidences because you want them to be there.
most coincidences people search for them and give random things meaning to fit into that "coincidence". It's just cognitive bias.
You're being stupid OP.
I'm sure that if you seek some sort of psychoanalysis to give meaning to that obsessive sexual urges you'll get better.
Right now you're more willing to believe in possession, djinns and witchcraft than a simple case of your badly managed sexual impulses and lack of mental health....it must be really hard for you to accept that hum?
Just observe how many views that vid ,and others like it, have. Do you honestly believe that those views are all from people "hypnotized" or whatever by that djin? It's just a weird vid, from a weird culture messing with you head.
>Paki guy at my workplace
>casually showed him this video
>asked if he knew her
I can't take this seriously enough anymore.
I just like watching the very start of it. That guy in the brown coat standing stoically as she dances an inch away from his face. Then she moves on, he slowly turns to a friend, and they walk off, faces stony the entire time.
The succubus has totally drained that one.
Yeah definitely demonic dancers and not rich people being decadent.
This video spooks me for some reason, and I've watched it several times before
Also is anyone having problems with the captcha? It got stuck on the right side of the screen, so I had to replay from the top. What the fuck?
Interesting. As others pointed out that brown coat guy seemed pretty zombified.
Maybe it's just me but this had no effect on me. I could swear I've seen much better belly dancers before.
>rich demon people throwing money at me
>No, John. YOU ARE THE DEMONS
>hyper realistic blood starts to pour from my hyper realistic eye sockets